Why are you on this site?

[Winniethepooh]

I'm here because I'm waiting for my natural death. I don't have the guts to kill myself. I'm wondering when it will be.

 

[ghostspace]

I'm here because I want to thoroughly consider all options without the judgement or interference of those who don't understand. I feel that without knowledge and careful research, I might do something reckless impulsively and cause distress to myself and those who care about me. I want to treat this decision with the seriousness and caution I would treat any other major life choice. It would also be a relief to interact with others who understand how lost I feel.

 

[porfin1234]

Methods. Hoping reading enough about CTB will help me take the leap. No longer talk to my friends and replaced with this.

 

[Jessamine]

Three reasons:

1: I've never got support for my mental health issues anywhere but here. A lot of people on here have bpd and they truly understand when in real life people run away scared when you confide in them.. or just misunderstand.
2: Because I don't want to wait to die old, sick and unable to do it myself. I want to go when I'm ready, my decision, my body, my way. And here is a place I get proper information so I don't fuck it up and make things worse.
3 : I'm on here as a supporter of this site, I'm pro choice and want to be part of a community which understands and feels the same way.

 

[mayHeCurseUsAll]

I'm here because I'm contemplating killing myself sometim before May.

 

[Suicide_vampire]

I'm here to find like minded souls to try and find reason where there's none.
Plus I meant to be here, because I'm here

 

[hershberger]

I desperately needed someone to understand what I was going through, and I was also looking for ways to ctb. The former still applies; the latter has been put on hold. Despite that, I still make a point of coming here every day to see how people are doing, keep up with ctb methods ('cause you never know), and because it's a wonderful community, whether you're going, staying, or are undecided.

 

[Pol]

I'm here to be heard, when no one else would want to listen to me or even care.

 

[Green Destiny]

Wanted some info on CTB methods. Also to connect with people since I'm not very comfortable in telling people in IRL that I no longer wan't to be alive anymore, plus I'm a firm believer in letting individuals choose when they wish to go unlike the rest of pro-life society.

 

[TheOA]

I am here because I plan to release my spirit from this painfully ridiculous existence. This site is the only place that validates and affirms that I am allowed to feel this way and allowed to make that decision for myself without being defective or broken.

No judgment.

Also...the games are fairly entertaining.

 

[EmptyArms]

I honestly dont know today. I dont think there's really anything here for me. I'm totally underwhelmed by people in general, including here.

 

[lithium_flower]

I joined today after I attempted to hang myself today. I gave up after a few tries.
I'm just trying to find a place to belong and a sense of peace.
I also enjoy giving others' a shoulder to lean on...as well as learning about ctb methods.

 

[Wishing for Luck]

Its an odd culture, but that's ok, that's what makes for a great community. I joined because I had lurked for so long there was a bit of obligation to help people the way they have unknowingly helped me. I'm glad I joined and I'm glad to have the pleasure of talking/listening to some of you here. Also I'm lonely.

 

[essieni]

For informational purposes only regarding sn method.

 

[mpnf]

I'm here because no one in the real world understands. There's no point in talking to those around me anymore because they will never understand and I always end up feeling drained or I regret talking in the first place. I feel like no one cares, whenever I talk about the pain I've been through, I'm only told that I have to "stop thinking about it", "worry about my future" and all the other nonsense I'm told which irritates me to the core. My life has been nothing but constant pain. I hate pro-lifers and their stupid arguments and this is the only website where people won't judge you. At least on this forum, we have the one common thing of wanting to die and we can connect. It's like SS is one big family. I'm able to be open in how I feel and I find solace here. I've met such lovely people on here as opposed to the scum humans I've been around throughout my life. Suicide has been on mind all my life and I've fantasised about it constantly. I'm still here, waiting to see what the near future holds. If things don't work out the way I want them to, I'll definitely end my life. I'm glad to be on this forum with people who truly care.

You just stole the words out of my mind. That is exactly how I feel especially the part where If I talk to someone about it, mainly I'll feel drained and guilty for talking the same thing over and over with no good results just making everything worse.
Life for some is really hard and exhausting.

 

[mayHeCurseUsAll]

I'm here because I have had the means to kill myself for some time now and am waiting for a reason to use them.

 

[WhyamIstillhere]

Came for the methods, stayed for the memes.

 

[Proto]

I'm here to do research and on the way find some friends people who i can relate to, and it hasn't disappointed so far!

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I'll first say how I found this place. I found this place by looking up how to hang myself. It was the first thing that popped up after the suicide hotline I'm here though because I'm scared and confused. I needed someone to listen to me and really listen. Who wouldn't be bothered by all my talk of death or my want to die. Who wouldn't put me under the label of "mentally ill" and never treat me the same again. I found this place and now I'm not sure I could leave it. I'm here because you guys have given me the little amount of hope I have to get to tomorrow

 

[Mr. Whippy]

I joined to make some questions about SN, but I ended up liking the people here and ended up staying to chat with them. I don't really enjoy anything else, suicide is the only thing i'm interested in talking about.

 

[Arisa]

I don't see a point in living although my life objectively isn't too bad. I have a family and a significant other, friends, a decent job etc. I just don't see the point, other than pain and death. In some ways living and being dead is the same thing. I wanted to find a place where people shared my thoughts.