Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 2,164
Why do I think I won't use SN?
first of all there are too many missed...for various and varied reasons ( purity of the product, vomiting, wrong dosage/ preparation, difference from one individual to another I am not three manual in addition to adjust the quantities well)...
-I want something as lethal as possible ( not having a fire and nothing to hang me completely):
-I can't afford to miss me, ya that my parents are ultra anxious for me,if they know that I made a suicide attempt and that I survive even without an infernal sequela ca will be they will anguish 10 times more,risk being forcibly hospitalized or monitored as a 10-year-old, better than trying to miss in my opinion.
- I think even if there were survivors,a 60 m high jump on hard or grass without being slowed down by something is hyper lethal...lostallhope said 95 to 98/100 at the beyond of 46 m I believe... all people who have missed from higher than this they have been slowed down when falling or fall in car etc ...
- i see people who have taken sn since 2020 that I am there and it has not been very comfortable (heart which saccelere, dizziness, ringing of the ears, breathing which changes)...
that when I drank a little too much and head that turns this me anguish so the I find this hyper anguish these feelings of people...
certainly this is not of pain but these signs are terrible...
-I think there are too many factors that come into play in the SN for a success or not.
-after the si is stronger for jumping than the sn and I would prefer to die at home but I think that even if I do not die at the jump (I did my advance directives so as not to be too hard) I will be left to die in hospital.
Regards
Defenestration
first of all there are too many missed...for various and varied reasons ( purity of the product, vomiting, wrong dosage/ preparation, difference from one individual to another I am not three manual in addition to adjust the quantities well)...
-I want something as lethal as possible ( not having a fire and nothing to hang me completely):
-I can't afford to miss me, ya that my parents are ultra anxious for me,if they know that I made a suicide attempt and that I survive even without an infernal sequela ca will be they will anguish 10 times more,risk being forcibly hospitalized or monitored as a 10-year-old, better than trying to miss in my opinion.
- I think even if there were survivors,a 60 m high jump on hard or grass without being slowed down by something is hyper lethal...lostallhope said 95 to 98/100 at the beyond of 46 m I believe... all people who have missed from higher than this they have been slowed down when falling or fall in car etc ...
- i see people who have taken sn since 2020 that I am there and it has not been very comfortable (heart which saccelere, dizziness, ringing of the ears, breathing which changes)...
that when I drank a little too much and head that turns this me anguish so the I find this hyper anguish these feelings of people...
certainly this is not of pain but these signs are terrible...
-I think there are too many factors that come into play in the SN for a success or not.
-after the si is stronger for jumping than the sn and I would prefer to die at home but I think that even if I do not die at the jump (I did my advance directives so as not to be too hard) I will be left to die in hospital.
Regards
Defenestration
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