Discussion Who's your favorite SS member?

[Andrew10]

I don't think I have a favorite member, but I want to dedicate this comment to @Vizzy and @GasMonkey, they were kind and took the time to explain to me about the Innert Gas method to be able to CTB, they are the ones who introduced that method to this forum and I am grateful with them for that, they were kind and understanding about my situation too. The fact that they voluntarily took their own time to to listen to me and help me is something I appreciate even more. Unfortunately they have already caught their bus, every time I see my method to be able to catch mine, I think of them.

I hope your souls are at peace homies and all your suffering has already disappeared. With this comment, I can only express my gratitude, thank you for everything. RIP ❤

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Ah fuck it, I was only going to give one user since the question asked me for my favourite user which I answered honestly but since everybody else here is giving multiple users, I may as well. Please note that this isn't an exhaustive list as my memory is currently shit due to being so overwhelmed due to life and ctb but I'll try my best. Aside from the first one, the rest aren't in any particular order although I definitely do like some members more over others:

@eatantz - for being such an amazing, kind, understandable and compassionate friend

@Namelesa - for being so understandable, empathetic, rational and kind. (Also for being such a massive tryhard in my counting game thread but mainly the first sentence).

@NoPoint2Life - for being so memorable for whatever reason (and bad at maths /s)

@SilentSadness - for having ideas which are similar to mine, for being kind and compassionate and for having an absolute cool roblox pfp and cool OST preferences (more emphasis on the ideas and compassion though, you're one of the few people on here why I haven't deleted my account as being on here is worth seeing content from you and the rare few other people here who understand).

@Darkover - for being absolutely rational and relatable about life

@pthnrdnojvsc - for being super rational and logical about life. Honestly, keep up the good work, I love seeing your posts as you understand the predicament that we are in

@Alexei_Kirillov - for being one of the rare few people on here who I can actually relate to. Once again, the rare few people on here like you make me so glad to stay on this site as otherwise I would have just deleted my account already

@lamy2006 - for being such a countdown nerd

@noname223 - no reason, I just wanted to put you in here to give you attention since I remember you saying that is what you like, you're welcome.

@Forever Sleep - for being logical and putting in a lot of thought into your replies. You definitely do think about what you say before you post and that's evident based on how high quality your posts are

@Daxter_87 - he isn't here anymore as he caught the bus but I respect and admire him a lot due to how compassionate he was about sentient life as a whole. Plus he has acquired some views which are similar to mine and his living situation that made it harder for him to ctb was similar to mine as well so he was honestly a super relatable person to me all around. I truly do respect him and I am feeling relief over knowing that he is at peace now

@myusername890 - for being an amazing, compassionate, kind and hyper logical person. She has also caught the bus but I love the amount of respect and compassion that she had for all sentient beings on this planet rather than just her own life. Chatting to her about how we view life has been one of the most therapeutic things ever as she actually understood me and my views completely. Once again, I have lots of respect and I am glad that she is at peace now from all of her suffering.

@TAW122 - for always making such amazing threads about the right to die and other topics. I also love at how you love TRTNLE as well as existentialgoof. Your threads about the right to die are all so high quality and I love it

@WhatPowerIs - for being so kind, understandable and relatable about my issues

@yaa - for being so rational and realistic about life

@damienlerone03 - no reason in particular, you just appeared in my head for some reason. You have a nice pfp though

@RainAndSadness - you're going out of your way to maintain this site and I know that isn't an easy endeavour due to how there are so many pro lifers going out of their way to attack you as well as this site and, on top of that, you also have your own personal issues to deal with as well. As for how you are able to fight so much for the right thing, I truly have no idea as the strength that you have is honestly unimaginable to me. I'd be too weak, too tired and perhaps even too irresponsible to do what you're doing. Honestly, doing what you're doing is something that I think cannot be done by most people. I truly admire and respect you and I'm sure that there are many members who admire you in the same way as well. Thank you.

@CTB Dream - for being so kind and respectful towards others despite going through unimaginable, excruciating, painful suffering especially in a world where there are only a few people who give a shit about people who are struggling immensely.

@Dr Iron Arc - you probably wouldn't like me including you here due to self loathing reasons but, hey, I think that you're cool and you like shadow which to me is even cooler so you're staying on this list

Edit:

After looking at @Andrew10's response to those who have put in a lot of time and effort to compile information about ctb methods for people to ctb in a safe, peaceful and successful manner, I got to give credit to:

@Vizzy and anybody else who has made a thread compiling lots of useful information about ctb methods

@opheliaoveragain - I forgot to add you but you definitely deserve to be on this list as you seem to have comforted some people who were taking SN (and even stupidly got backlash for it which really pissed me off that day) but, yeah, you seem like a kind person overall who encompasses the true definition of pro choice

@divinemistress36 - for being so rational about life and for understanding that my views are rational too

@MatrixPrisoner - for realising society for what it is and for doing the right thing in response to that by being an antinatalist. Honestly speaking though, I missed the "old you" where you would post a lot of tiktok clips of humans being... humans which really exposed this shitty reality for what it is. I really liked that as it really goes to show which types of people humanity priorities and subsequently that humans aren't really an intelligent species

And, overall, if you aren't pro life in the context that people here have defined it, if you are an antinatalist (or at least didn't procreate), if you aren't an asshole to others and if you at least support the right to die to be implemented for anybody who is 18+ (though I personally think that it should be available to all ages, especially minors) without any absurd criteria alongside that, you make it into my list

That's everybody that I can think of right now. There may have been a few users here that I forgotten and, if so, I just want to say that it isn't due to you being irrelevant but rather that my brain is extremely tired and exhausted right now. I'm sorry

 

[opheliaoveragain]

My favorite member here Ctb with SN @magicgranola

The member I talk to most I don't think they would want me to @ Them for privacy reasons. But I would mention them otherwise.

I most relate most to @BlueButterfly111 , @FuneralCry & @L'absent

Person I most want to hug @TheHolySword

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @whywere are so very sweet and kind

Honorable mentions to @opheliaoveragain , @OptingOutSmiling , @Peace2peace , @Namelesa , @APeacefulPlace , @parasite_eve , @ijustwishtodie , @waistcoat , @loslassen & @Rhizomorph1

I really do appreciate everyone this site tho. Sorry if I missed anyone. This is a community I never thought I would find.

Hugs and love
Anna

much love.

mine are @Praestat_Mori and @CatLvr + @DOHARDTHINGS24 @willitpass @timetodie24

but I truly love almost all of you. mean it.

honorable mention to @Dot @rainwillneverstop @RainAndSadness and ALL the MODS. love y'all

 

[Tortured_empath]

A lot of good ones over the years. Hard to keep track. Hope they've all gotten better

 

[tbh2023]

Mine will be @idelttoilfsadness21! Very respectful and real. I like reading her posts and responses. It feels like reading my own thoughts. I like following @FuneralCry her posts are very sad and deep. I read them when I'm feeling down which is always.

 

[NonEssential]

When I used to lurk here, I liked to read Evelyn Lane's guides on hanging. Idk why it shows she's banned though.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Oh my gosh, I didn't even know how I even got on here and if I ever interacted with you at one point (I do but I haven't seen you in so damn long), I didn't even know you were a lurker. I am so happy I make sense of wanting to catch the bus and hate this damn world so damn much and my rants makes so much sense

Gosh, I wished for us to have more time together for me to remember how you shape me in some way, please let me continue growing with you

Mine will be @idelttoilfsadness21! Very respectful and real. I like reading her posts and responses. It feels like reading my own thoughts. I like following @FuneralCry her posts are very sad and deep. I read them when I'm feeling down which is always.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

When I used to lurk here, I liked to read Evelyn Lane's guides on hanging. Idk why it shows she's banned though.

they broke site rules. they were also suggesting some really gross stuff unfortunately.

 

[NonEssential]

they broke site rules. they were also suggesting some really gross stuff unfortunately.

oh, I hadn't paid much attention to her activity besides the guides

 

[tbh2023]

Oh my gosh, I didn't even know how I even got on here and if I ever interacted with you at one point (I do but I haven't seen you in so damn long), I didn't even know you were a lurker. I am so happy I make sense of wanting to catch the bus and hate this damn world so damn much and my rants makes so much sense

Gosh, I wished for us to have more time together for me to remember how you shape me in some way, please let me continue growing with you

Well I'm here my friend! I just don't post or response all the time. While they have some sensitive beautiful people in here, they also have some rude ones. You are one of the beautiful ones. I hate this life too. I just have no energy to move on. I think I'll be kms soon.

 

[futurecorpse]

Oh my gosh, I haven't been called that in so damn long

Like we're kids again ((:

I truly wish to sound like young Vanessa Paradis if I could. The ability to have your calmness once again is something only of the wealthy and those blessed

I truly believe in how we will transcend time while we are here

And go home and don't stay long

Hehe :3 Kids at heart and trying to survive I'm the farthest thing from calm right now Externally I'm like but on the inside I'm like ☄ I'm so ready to go home

 

[willitpass]

much love.

mine are @Praestat_Mori and @CatLvr + @DOHARDTHINGS24 @willitpass @timetodie24

but I truly love almost all of you. mean it.

honorable mention to @Dot @rainwillneverstop @RainAndSadness and ALL the MODS. love y'all

Thank you:)

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Reach me anytime ((: I'd be so glad to reach you before you and I pass and catch the bus. I hope we both do. I have definitely seen those you met and how they treated other users on here. It was so disgusting witnessing the server abuse being shown I hope you are okay and doing slightly okay than the day before yesterday, yesterday, or today. And that's so thoughtful of you
I can understand that by the way eheheh. Also, is my bubbly nature too much in your opinion? >~<

I try my best to not be too much of a bother for those who are struggling, as I can understand how that will come off across in their pov and want to respect all those people who never felt respected in their life

Well I'm here my friend! I just don't post or response all the time. While they have some sensitive beautiful people in here, they also have some rude ones. You are one of the beautiful ones. I hate this life too. I just have no energy to move on. I think I'll be kms soon.

 

[PhilosopherInAV0id]

Myself, me and I. Always have been, always will be. Only ones I can trust completely

 

[Johnzaga23]

my favourite SS member is the austrian painter (im joking please dont ban me)

 

[isthisit?]

Hopefulsleep. may he rest in peace

 

[tbh2023]

Reach me anytime ((: I'd be so glad to reach you before you and I pass and catch the bus. I hope we both do. I have definitely seen those you met and how they treated other users on here. It was so disgusting witnessing the server abuse being shown I hope you are okay and doing slightly okay than the day before yesterday, yesterday, or today. And that's so thoughtful of you
I can understand that by the way eheheh. Also, is my bubbly nature too much in your opinion? >~<

I try my best to not be too much of a bother for those who are struggling, as I can understand how that will come off across in their pov and want to respect all those people who never felt respected in their life

Thank you so much! I'm not doing better. I feel like a shadow, anyone can step on me. I don't sleep good and I'm just not happy. People might be shocked when I kms. None knows I'm struggling but this community. None of my family believe in mental illness so I don't tell them things. One of my friend died by SN and I miss him so much. I told him that I'll be leaving too, but I'm still here. Part of me wants to just die right now, my other part thinking about my parents. I'm so tired from this pain. I think I reached the dead end

 

[Valhala]

Definitely @divinemistress36, she has interesting ideas and we share a tendency towards N.

 

[NoPoint2Life]

@NoPoint2Life - for being so memorable for whatever reason (and bad at maths /s)

Awww thanks. If I were capable of producing tears, I'd cry.
Who am I going to get to add and subtract for me once you are gone???

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I definitely have some people on here that I am very grateful for!

First that comes to mind is @LaVieEnRose as they always usually have something kind or useful to say that helps me when I post.

Also love @Aergia (formerly jar-baby), I don't really have a particular reason for this, they're just very nice and helpful!

One of the first people to welcome me to the site and show me great kindness, even calling me his family at one point, is @whywere . This site is honestly a better place with him here. I love his kindhearted replies and caring messages.

I also like @Forever Sleep as they're very kind as well!

Finally, @FuneralCry gets way too much hate sometimes. I completely understand her view and feelings at times.

I don't have as much to say about the following. They are listed for various reasons. I may just enjoy reading their posts or something of that sort. So in no particular order, I also want to add the following:
@EvisceratedJester , @damienlerone03 (for the brainrot), @divinemistress36 (love your pfp and your posts),

For an honorable mention, I also wanna add some staff I've had very positive interactions with. @Dot , @RainAndSadness , @rainwillneverstop, and last but not least, @Myforevercharlie who stepped down as a mod, but whom I also had positive interactions with!

Dot. I don't talk with her but she has always been here since I signed up years ago and she is a good mod and seems like a nice person. Also she has a kick ass singing voice.
I'm scarce on this sight though so I won't be surprised if she has no idea who the hell I am lol.

Never heard Dot sing before!

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Thank you so much! I'm not doing better. I feel like a shadow, anyone can step on me. I don't sleep good and I'm just not happy. People might be shocked when I kms. None knows I'm struggling but this community. None of my family believe in mental illness so I don't tell them things. One of my friend died by SN and I miss him so much. I told him that I'll be leaving too, but I'm still here. Part of me wants to just die right now, my other part thinking about my parents. I'm so tired from this pain. I think I reached the dead end

I know what you mean and how you feel. Gosh this world should definitely not exists with what we're all going through. And you too? I was dealing with a heck of a week
And I think people will be shocked with mine too but not sure and don't care about their opinions or their shock value
Oh my gosh, how has that been for you?! And I'm happy he's at peace and rest. Also, did he get from DMC or another place? I truly hope you don't feel too alone and if you need closure, I am here ((:
Reply anytime, okay? :}
Also, I get it… I was freaking out and had a daydream of my abusers (parents) being dead and I was under psychosis from emotional turmoil and missed them so much and how they would feel about me despite how they didn't care about me.
For you, it must be regret, right? Take your time and don't worry at this moment and stress over the outcomes of emotional mind control that puts you under a tight spot.
You should take your chances when it's time and do what's best for you ((:
We got you until you are ready

 

[hypothetical]

My favourites are @itsnigh @DOHARDTHINGS24 and @Forveleth

 

[TheHolySword]

My favorite member here Ctb with SN @magicgranola

The member I talk to most is @needthebus

I most relate most to @BlueButterfly111 , @FuneralCry & @L'absent

Person I most want to hug @TheHolySword

@idelttoilfsadness21 and @whywere are so very sweet and kind

Honorable mentions to @opheliaoveragain , @OptingOutSmiling , @Peace2peace , @Namelesa , @APeacefulPlace , @parasite_eve , @ijustwishtodie , @waistcoat , @loslassen & @Rhizomorph1

I really do appreciate everyone this site tho. Sorry if I missed anyone. This is a community I never thought I would find.

Hugs and love
Anna

It warmed my heart getting this notification, I'm grateful to know I've had an impact on someone here~ (I would also give you a hug)

 

[tbh2023]

I know what you mean and how you feel. Gosh this world should definitely not exists with what we're all going through. And you too? I was dealing with a heck of a week
And I think people will be shocked with mine too but not sure and don't care about their opinions or their shock value
Oh my gosh, how has that been for you?! And I'm happy he's at peace and rest. Also, did he get from DMC or another place? I truly hope you don't feel too alone and if you need closure, I am here ((:
Reply anytime, okay? :}
Also, I get it… I was freaking out and had a daydream of my abusers (parents) being dead and I was under psychosis from emotional turmoil and missed them so much and how they would feel about me despite how they didn't care about me.
For you, it must be regret, right? Take your time and don't worry at this moment and stress over the outcomes of emotional mind control that puts you under a tight spot.
You should take your chances when it's time and do what's best for you ((:
We got you until you are ready

He got his sn from dmc and I saw the package and after that I got mine. The coroner told his family that it took him 20-30 minutes to die. They found him on the floor so I'm assuming he was in pain and throw himself on the floor. I was shocked he went through with his plan. I don't know I tried to convince him to wait but he was determined. His family called someone to cleanup his room but I don't know why. No death is clean. I really don't care about the after math. I just don't want to hurt my family, but then how I'm going to continue like that? I just feel trapped in a dark hole

 

[Ἡγησίας]

Among the alive ones:
@ImsooDone1N, @TAW122 and @FuneralCry.

Among the people who already departed many more.

 

[TAW122]

Thank to all those who supported me and also in particularly those in this thread, @ijustwishtodie, @random_user, and @Hynoiac. I'm very honored to hear that there are people on SaSu that not only understand my posts, but also appreciate my works and threads. I do put a lot of effort into most of them because I want to share my thoughts, partly to vent and have a voice, but also knowing that one day when I'm no longer around that I could be one of the people that contributed towards advancing the right to die as a recognized human, civil right.

 

[damienlerone03]

mwahahhahaha i've been waiting for a thread like this, its time to shine. there will be a lot of people so i'm gunna put it in a spoiler so i don't accidentally fill up ur entire monitor in tags! sorry if i repeat names i'm just going based on memory whoopsie daisies hehe

Spoiler: People

@moshimoshi (previously soulkitty)
@avoid_slow_death
@KuriGohan&Kamehameha
@RainAndSadness
@everythingoes
@Csmith8827
@warriorkot
@chocosyrup
@Sadgirl121
@RejectedKarma
@derpyderpins
@Blurry_Buildings
@SmallKoy
@vampire2002
@PeaceWanted
@sylvey
@timetodie24
@Unsure and Useless
@Gangrel
@Cyber4ngel!
@etherealdemise
@eatantz
@mi_ba_
@yarv
@Dot
@Message In A Bottle
@whywere
@QueerMelancholy
@BooGirl
@awen
@One day too late
@todiefor
@lovedread
@indefinitesleep
@Seered Doom
@Ariii
@jaxxon_sunn
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@PinballWizard39
@sserafim
@Labyrinth
@DarkRange55
@DeathKitty
@untilwebecomestars
@caraphernelia
@piss
@Praestat_Mori
@ConfusedClouds
@cece3535
@Ghostgirl
@sadfemboy:(
@neurotic
@billie
@astr4
@whitetaildeer
@f1rebender
@canyounotbesad
@iloveeetreeeess1
@ijustwishtodie
@lynnschronicles
@nowhereknow
@YandereMikuMistress
@not-2-b-the-answer
@leloyon
@SoulWhisperer
@CTB Dream
@DeadNotSleeping
@Nakiya
@Rudi
@Seasmoke
@AngelTears
@EvisceratedJester
@NullSz00
@Kusogaki
@Dr Iron Arc
@Xiaomi
@Sasukecel
@Abyssal
@Themogger
@nolongerhumannn
@Otaku
@boddibo
@Silent_cries
@Rocinante
@MelancholyMagic
@Throwawayacc3
@salviap
@Sannti
@Buffy
@idelttoilfsadness21
@Pluto
@BasilThePlant
@day
@AmericanMary
@-nobodyknows-
@lonely&trapped.
@LoiteringClouds
@E.T
@crying.stars
@pilotviolin
@Abbadab
@Namelesa
@InversedShadow
@AbusedInnocent
@rainwillneverstop
@terra.nuvo
@Mari&mewo
@ma0
@pthnrdnojvsc
@Old
@damyon
@Jiyuurakka
@Lost in a Dream
@divinemistress36
@fleetingnight
@iamanavalanche
@WearyWanderer
@EternalShore
@Ihatemylife6
@emptyvoid
@asa
@eeah
@Agon321
@TheLastGreySky
@Yuina
@Dignified Death
@bed
@sunny/omori
@hoppybunny
@two
@4am
@cowboypants
@Achromatix
@Saturn_
@katara
@etherealspring
@strawberrydiequiri
@TAW122
@Sylveon
@Toxic Positivity
@willitpass
@DropletOfFrenesi
@Forever Sleep
@zanahori
@oneeyed
@Hitakiri
@amnesia999
@coolgal82

uhhhhh i think thats it i hope im not missing any people i find important...!

 

[Pluto]

 

[iamanavalanche]

mwahahhahaha i've been waiting for a thread like this, its time to shine. there will be a lot of people so i'm gunna put it in a spoiler so i don't accidentally fill up ur entire monitor in tags! sorry if i repeat names i'm just going based on memory whoopsie daisies hehe

Spoiler: People

@moshimoshi (previously soulkitty)
@avoid_slow_death
@KuriGohan&Kamehameha
@RainAndSadness
@everythingoes
@Csmith8827
@warriorkot
@chocosyrup
@Sadgirl121
@RejectedKarma
@derpyderpins
@Blurry_Buildings
@SmallKoy
@vampire2002
@PeaceWanted
@sylvey
@timetodie24
@Unsure and Useless
@Gangrel
@Cyber4ngel!
@etherealdemise
@eatantz
@mi_ba_
@yarv
@Dot
@Message In A Bottle
@whywere
@QueerMelancholy
@BooGirl
@awen
@One day too late
@todiefor
@lovedread
@indefinitesleep
@Seered Doom
@Ariii
@jaxxon_sunn
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@PinballWizard39
@sserafim
@Labyrinth
@DarkRange55
@DeathKitty
@untilwebecomestars
@caraphernelia
@piss
@Praestat_Mori
@ConfusedClouds
@cece3535
@Ghostgirl
@sadfemboy:(
@neurotic
@billie
@astr4
@whitetaildeer
@f1rebender
@canyounotbesad
@iloveeetreeeess1
@ijustwishtodie
@lynnschronicles
@nowhereknow
@YandereMikuMistress
@not-2-b-the-answer
@leloyon
@SoulWhisperer
@CTB Dream
@DeadNotSleeping
@Nakiya
@Rudi
@Seasmoke
@AngelTears
@EvisceratedJester
@NullSz00
@Kusogaki
@Dr Iron Arc
@Xiaomi
@Sasukecel
@Abyssal
@Themogger
@nolongerhumannn
@Otaku
@boddibo
@Silent_cries
@Rocinante
@MelancholyMagic
@Throwawayacc3
@salviap
@Sannti
@Buffy
@idelttoilfsadness21
@Pluto
@BasilThePlant
@day
@AmericanMary
@-nobodyknows-
@lonely&trapped.
@LoiteringClouds
@E.T
@crying.stars
@pilotviolin
@Abbadab
@Namelesa
@InversedShadow
@AbusedInnocent
@rainwillneverstop
@terra.nuvo
@Mari&mewo
@ma0
@pthnrdnojvsc
@Old
@damyon
@Jiyuurakka
@Lost in a Dream
@divinemistress36
@fleetingnight
@iamanavalanche
@WearyWanderer
@EternalShore
@Ihatemylife6
@emptyvoid
@asa
@eeah
@Agon321
@TheLastGreySky
@Yuina
@Dignified Death
@bed
@sunny/omori
@hoppybunny
@two
@4am
@cowboypants
@Achromatix
@Saturn_
@katara
@etherealspring
@strawberrydiequiri
@TAW122
@Sylveon
@Toxic Positivity
@willitpass
@DropletOfFrenesi
@Forever Sleep
@zanahori
@oneeyed
@Hitakiri
@amnesia999
@coolgal82

uhhhhh i think thats it i hope im not missing any people i find important...!

you're incredibly sweet. i love you, damien.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Wow....thanks @damienlerone03 ! This kinda cheered my dark ass up a bit. I appreciate it.

By the by, is your user name a reference to the director of the Terrifier films? If so, fucking awesome!