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piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
173
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
 
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Jorms_McGander

Arcanist
Oct 17, 2023
431
I can't imagine that I could be an asset to you without Spanish and I hope someone can help.

There is a Partners Megathread here; that is for people who wish to meet and support others--did you post there as well?
 
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piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
173
I can't imagine that I could be an asset to you without Spanish and I hope someone can help.

There is a Partners Megathread here; that is for people who wish to meet and support others--did you post there as well?
Thank you, I didn't post there but I will.

tbh, spanish speaking would be ideal but not exclusive my Spanish is ok
 
DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Desperate to go--
Mar 14, 2024
315
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
I mean I can't contribute financially, but I could do research. I'd be in!
 
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Coffeehead

Member
Oct 16, 2023
30
i can speak Spanish, could we meet up in California (stuck in residential psych ward)? my friend and i would love to join, however, we also are unable to contribute financially.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
365
It's gonna be easier to acquire other things than N unfortunately

Good luck
 
piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
173
I am paying dont worry. I just want N.
I mean I was happy with nitrogen but I have the cash I cant spend before I die so yeah it would be preferable. ideally spanish speaking or happy to ask in the shops for me.

I am genuinely serious
i can speak Spanish, could we meet up in California (stuck in residential psych ward)? my friend and i would love to join, however, we also are unable to contribute financially.
deffo I live cali DM me
It's gonna be easier to acquire other things than N unfortunately

Good luck to
yeah I get that nitrogen with and SCBA would be my plan b and I am happy share and find someone who wants to find N with m , long shot but why not. I cant find it alone I know
 
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Goku Black

Goku Black

Global Mod
Jun 5, 2023
3,204
Op, something like this is better left for the partners megathread.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
351
Are you planning on ctb down there in one of those S. American countries, or are you planning on trying to smuggle the N back to your home country?????
I don't think they're interested in smuggling, at least not to the US. I messaged them earlier but I don't have a passport and so I can't go. I think they just wanted someone capable of traveling with them based on what they said to find it. I'm not sure about any other logistics. I wish it would have worked out I could have really used it.
 
notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
66
I'd love to join you but I live in Asia and I don't have a passport...
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
5,746
I don't think they're interested in smuggling, at least not to the US. I messaged them earlier but I don't have a passport and so I can't go. I think they just wanted someone capable of traveling with them based on what they said to find it. I'm not sure about any other logistics. I wish it would have worked out I could have really used it.
So you'd be ok with ctb in your non-native country? Would you want your body returned to your homeland?
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
351
So you'd be ok with ctb in your non-native country? Would you want your body returned to your homeland?
I wasn't going to kill myself in Peru or anywhere else in the global South. I was just hoping they could bring some back to the US. I'm not going anywhere I don't have a passport. My dog chewed it up. I know that sounds cliche but it's the God's honest truth. I'm trying to get a new one made but I don't think I'll be here when it's ready in 8 weeks. I'll be dead before then.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
5,746
I wasn't going to kill myself in Peru or anywhere else in the global South. I was just hoping they could bring some back to the US. I'm not going anywhere I don't have a passport. My dog chewed it up. I know that sounds cliche but it's the God's honest truth. I'm trying to get a new one made but I don't think I'll be here when it's ready in 8 weeks. I'll be dead before then.
I think it would be difficult to get the N out of any country down there. The risks are tremendous. Frankly, the OP would be better off just ctb down there.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
354
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
Do a search on my past posts, then contact me if you are serious. We can talk.
 
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DarknessAndDespair

Member
Mar 26, 2023
48
I can speak Spanish but I am I Europe. I also need to find N somehow. 😔😔😔😔
 
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piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
173
What were you expecting?
This is a place with broken and mentally ill people lol not a travel budy or dating site
Haha tbh I was drunk when I wrote that. I think maybe I expected more from myself 😂
I'm from England , I don't plan on ctb'ing in South America , I'll take it back to Europe with me.

I don't speak any Spanish and I would hate to go all that way and not be able to find any, which I get it a real possibility but thought If was with a Spanish speaker it might increase my chances .

Who knows, it's a long flight to endure to come back empty handed
 
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Ctrl_Alt_DEL

Member
Apr 23, 2024
83
Haha tbh I was drunk when I wrote that. I think maybe I expected more from myself 😂
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to be done alone for obvious reasons.
 
piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
173
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to do it alone.
This is true, I didn't mean travel with someone, more meet someone there , try and procure and then leave separately .

I am not looking for a partner to ctb with just to assist in the buying of n.

You're probably right though it could become a nightmare and it's a path ultimately you have to walk alone
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to do it alone.
This is true, I didn't mean travel with someone, more meet someone there , try and procure and then leave separately .

I am not looking for a partner to ctb with just to assist in the buying of n.

You're probably right though it could become a nightmare and it's a path ultimately you have to walk alone
 

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