Discussion Who is the last person you will think of before you die?

[Astral316]

The girl that haunts my dreams. I could never land her irl. That fact alone will generate the motivation necessary to proceed with ctb.

 

[pain in my heart]

Honestly, I have no idea. I'll get back to you when death comes for me.

 

[metalchic_74]

My kids :(

 

[Jen0804]

Before I drank the SN, I was just thinking of my fiancé and a friend who ghosted me in January. It will be the same when I attempt again I imagine, however I think of them all and their fate every waking day of me still being alive so I guess every day I think of everyone who is "still in my life". I just hope my fiancé will meet me over there on the flip side. When their time comes of course

 

[Lethe]

The girl that haunts my dreams. I could never land her irl. That fact alone will generate the motivation necessary to proceed with ctb.

I'm gonna go out on a limb here, but maybe the fact that you refer to it as 'landing her' is part of the reason you were unsuccessful...

 

[Astral316]

I'm gonna go out on a limb here, but maybe the fact that you refer to it as 'landing her' is part of the reason you were unsuccessful...

I mean "win her over", not in a chauvinistic sense. She's a celebrity anyway so the point is moot. (I haven't had access to dateable girls in over a decade.)

 

[MeltingHeart]

The noose is around your neck and you are ready to kick the chair away.
Or you just drank SN/N and you lean back to make yourself comfortable ready to embrace death.
In that moment, who has the honor to be the last person you think of and why? Maybe it's your loving mother or a special someone? Your kids? Maybe someone you hate? I would love to hear your answers.

I will think of my parents especially my father. He provided me with everything I would ever need to stand on my own 2 feet. He invested time and money and what do I have to offer in return? Only disappointment and pain. Jesus fucking christ I wish I was never born.

wow - good question- hurts to say it but all the people that let me down, hurt me, didnt care or look out for me, those that didnt listen and those that destoyed my sense of self-worth - a few people collectively not just one! & then hopefully also be able to think fondly of a few lovely friends too! not sure have enough time to think about this much though! lol

 

[Throwawaysoul]

My cats, the only things that matter to me.

 

[MeltingHeart]

My mother as she better not walk in after I ingest the SN (in the middle of the night, no less)

No room for philosophy, only the logistics.

I think i remember you saying your door doesnt even shut properly? like not lock but just even close properly! did they do that deliberately or something? anyway to fix that before-might help.

 

[The.End]

The noose is around your neck and you are ready to kick the chair away.
Or you just drank SN/N and you lean back to make yourself comfortable ready to embrace death.
In that moment, who has the honor to be the last person you think of and why? Maybe it's your loving mother or a special someone? Your kids? Maybe someone you hate? I would love to hear your answers.

I will think of my parents especially my father. He provided me with everything I would ever need to stand on my own 2 feet. He invested time and money and what do I have to offer in return? Only disappointment and pain. Jesus fucking christ I wish I was never born.

That is a very good question. I think I would be thinking about my poor mother. She doesn't such heartbreak, all she ever did was love me. If only she could understand how much I really wanted this, maybe she wouldn't see it as such a bad thing.

 

[JohnUK]

Your heart must be a big place to have so many people in there. They very much appreciate your love or at least they should :)


Love is so powerful.


You might be right. Maybe I shouldn't think of...

If he is the one, go to him!! :) I bet he is missing you.


Not strange at all. I hope you continue to focus on yourself and hopefully you will create a road map for a long prosperous life/future.

Similar peopleiI will think :)


Hold on to that hope :)

You deserve better. I hope you find someone new before you ctb :)


SHE IS!!!! She is the cutest!!!

I know. All I want (but I know that it's not going to happen before I eventually ctb) is a movie where she's on screen ina dressinggown and removes it in front of the camera. I would die a happy person

 

[Isittimetogonola]

My very best friend, K. She understands everything about me especially my sexuality. I hate not seeing her again.Two other beautiful friends. My wife who doesn't deserve this but she will move on. Then my dad who will now be taken care of by my POS brother who has never helped with his care. I hope to see my mom on the other side. Otherwise, I don't think many others who I call friends will give a crap.

 

[woxihuanni]

My ex-partner, of course. Their beauty and pig-headedness and what a waste it didn't have to be.

If I do it with them at home, I would be even hearing them move anyway. As for them rushing to the bedroom to save me, there is no risk of that. They will ignore vomiting, etc.

 

[Pony]

Maybe my boyfriend, but I think ill be trying to relax and get some peace before I go.

 

[truthseeker]

My beloved brother who died tragically when I was 14.

 

[noctiva]

The one I love more than my life and his children.

 

[passenger27]

My oldest sister. She's been there for me a lot over the years since our mom died. Feel bad leaving her behind but my world weariness negates the guilt.

 

[tiredofpain]

The noose is around your neck and you are ready to kick the chair away.
Or you just drank SN/N and you lean back to make yourself comfortable ready to embrace death.
In that moment, who has the honor to be the last person you think of and why? Maybe it's your loving mother or a special someone? Your kids? Maybe someone you hate? I would love to hear your answers.

I will think of my parents especially my father. He provided me with everything I would ever need to stand on my own 2 feet. He invested time and money and what do I have to offer in return? Only disappointment and pain. Jesus fucking christ I wish I was never born.

My wife. I love her so much but she has told me she is no longer in love with me.

 

[sadgirl2002]

Him...

 

[Return2Dust]

My girls

 

[Numbtopain97]

my parents