I have friends in the sense that I go way way back with some people and we see each other on a semi-regular basis. But everyone is mostly involved with their families and I am living alone as I am getting divorced and living a few hours away so on a day-to-day basis I don't really see people. I am very lonely and am getting untethered from reality.
I don't either. I'm a people repellent... and I'm unpopular everywhere, even on here...
Oblivion Lover
No life, no suffering
- May 30, 2019
- 360
I never had any "real" friends, but that is more because I avoid interacting with people, and not the other way around. Most people don't seem to be worth my time anyway. The closest I've ever got from real friends was a videogame buddy and his friend which has become my acquaintance, but other than playing PS3 games and occasionally RPGs we had nothing else in common, and we stopped talking after I sold my PS3 (I regret that decision to this day) and we had no way to play co-op videogames. A "friendship" like that is not very solid, you know.
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
I don't have any friends. Depression and anxiety isolated me completely. I feel horrified when I have to leave the house. I always think that I am being followed and watched. I withdrew from main stream society because of this. In a way, not too bad as nobody is going to miss me.
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
These last couple of years were the only times in my life where I actually had real friends since I was in middle school. I became morbidly depressed a year ago and ended up isolating myself again. My newfound enthusiasm for life was destined to be short-lived.
