Who destroyed your life?

[AN IDIOT'S END]

Catholic men. Conservative men. "Pick me" girls. Angry racists. My parents. The church. God. Lot's of people.

 

[BandAddict]

Me. It's all me.

 

[Rabitfever]

A psychiatrist. All I had was mild stress related insomnia. Now I can't even sit, stand or walk because I suffer permanent neurological damage due to a protracted benzodiazepenes withdrawal. I was given no informed consent before being hooked on this and the harms were severely underplayed. Decided to stop cold turkey and that fried the nerves in my body. Took me a while to connect that to the cause because I had completely trusted that evil man.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Nobody is to blame. Maybe not even me.

 

[Mohkinstsis_falls]

A psychiatrist named Kirby I met when I was 12. His name sounds funny but he was not at all fun to be around (tldr 'isolation rooms' for hours at a time).

He was very round though so I gotta give it to him.

 

[Metalhead]

I could blame it on others or events that happened but ultimately it's myself. Lack of life skills and inability to cope.

 

[Bergamot]

My GF , first she helped me a lot and made me feel important then she pushed me aside and destroyed me as if I was worthless.

 

[Peter1976]

I did.
I ruined a perfectly good marriage. And now I feel alone, depressed and suicidal.

 

[Beautiful Angel]

I did.
I ruined a perfectly good marriage. And now I feel alone, depressed and suicidal.

Guilt is a killer I know it's telling me to do it every day

 

[Moose.000]

Me

 

[Water-Lily]

My mom did she abused me really badly

 

[calssilva]

my ex girlfriend
and I still love her

 

[smithy]

Wow, the stories here are heartbreaking. Parents, family members, custodians, these are the people who should protect you at all cost. So sad to hear all the hurt going around. So sorry people who are supposed to support you treating badly and scarfed you.

 

[Lady black]

My health and some people around me destroyed my life

 

[Hyperbunny]

my dad
stopid evil surgeon
doctors
teachers
parents
family
me

 

[Water-Lily]

I am always angry about my mom who physically abused me when i was a child. This destroyed my life completely. Furthermore i was heavily bullied in school. I never made a wrong decision, i never took drugs or anything. I never had a chance to become happy. Who destroyed your life?
The people who destroyed my life have a way betther life than me. I deal with suicidality quiet daily and I think it is rather a question of time when it happens. However I am not sure when the perfect time is. I am talkative today so sorry for that.
I think suicide should not be the first option but sometimes it seems for me the only option. This world is extremely unfair. I know many people who suffer due to (sexual) abuse. However i think life is suffering. And for me the answer is better not be born.

I feel your pain. My mother broke me too. In many ways I don't feel talking about openly. However, I wanted her to suffer. And sadly she died never having faced her consequence. So many people have bullied me and pushed me to suicide. IN ways I still cannot face or talk about. In ways that leaves me unloved and hateful and spiteful. I would love to hurt everyone with suicide and make them feel bad. Times where I was beaten, called horrible names, and hurt in traumatic ways. Its not fair. It's not fair. But I will hurt them all and make them feel bad for making me kill myself

 

[bluedreamscape]

Obsessive negative thinking, anxiety, gender dysphoria and sexuality anxiety, rejection, fearfulness, poor critical thinking skills, and entitlement.

 

[FuneralCry]

My mind and body. This life has always worked against me but the root of the problem lies in myself.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Genetics 50%, bullies, and this guy from a few years ago.

 

[deletednumber]

•My Genetics of shit and the shit environment where i lived. •My family emotionally arid. •Most of the shitty and envious people I've met in life. •the life that chose not to give me a chance •Massive depression that chose me as companion of life

 

[lanax09]

-my mother
-my mother
-my mother
-my mother
-also my mother
-you guessed it, my mother

 

[lastingabyss]

myself, my mind, me, and the person typing this

 

[insanedoomer]

Me , parents , society and my own existence .