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lameemo

lameemo

autism +cptsd
Aug 16, 2024
28
My dream place would be, id want to travel Asia first. Than make my way to Thailand, eat some of my favorite Thai food. Than make my way out to the country side over though and end it all, looking at the grass.

I think before I die, I'd buy all the children in whatever village I'm in snacks. Shit id buy everyone snacks, I want to see smiles before I go. I want people to look at me and see good before I go.
 
charlieee

charlieee

Member
Jun 3, 2026
19
My dream place would be, id want to travel Asia first. Than make my way to Thailand, eat some of my favorite Thai food. Than make my way out to the country side over though and end it all, looking at the grass.

I think before I die, I'd buy all the children in whatever village I'm in snacks. Shit id buy everyone snacks, I want to see smiles before I go. I want people to look at me and see good before I go.
Honestly the sea.
But not on a sunny day, on a cloudy (maybe rainy day), because I thrive in this kind of weather. I find it contorting and the sun burns my skin anyway.
The cold numbing my cheeks and my nose, my hair in the wind, the sound of the waves and no one around.
Just going into the sea slowly would be my dream.
(With some meds to deal with the pain and possible panic)

Thailand is really a beautiful place to ctb, the fact that your last action would be an act of generosity is very telling of what kind of person you are. Really nice :)
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
68
Sitting on a couch watching My Little Pony. Nothing fancy for me. Just fall asleep in the middle of an episode and finally be gone.
 
groovygoober

groovygoober

Member
Apr 1, 2026
27
prolly like a beautiful valley with a river during spring or winter , a hillside or a snowy mountain just anything with overwhelming natural beauty that makes you not want to end it all .
 

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