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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
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i'm so tired of good things being given to me just for the universe to yank them fro m my grasp the second i start to feel okay again. its so cruel. im so tired. so so tired. i cant take it anymore. the second it starts getting better it just gets worse and worse nothing ever goes well for me and imso exhausted from fighting it i just want it to be all over i can t take anymore hurt please if you know when does it get better ims o tired of fighting but im too scared to die i dont know what to do i just want the pain to be over im getting so close to the edge and its scaring me
i just want it to be over im so tired of my heart hurting and my hope getting stomped on over and over again i cant talk to anyone i cant tell anyone how im feeling. i was able to talk to him and i could tell him how i felt but hes gone and he doesnt want me to talk to him i cant do this
i just need someone to save me or somethign im so tired i cant keep fighting and i dont have anyone nobody knows how to help me all ive ever wanted was love i love so much and i cant make it stop its too much for anyone
theres just nothing left for me here everythingis gone nobody cares about how i feel nobody lovesthe way i love and when i find someone that can handle it they go away im so tired
 
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You're not alone... Us with the big hearts that love hard and real, we don't belong in this lifetime... The world has become so temporary, "love" can disappear in an instant
 
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