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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
being fragile and weak easily broken impossible to repair and death if nothing ever died we'd be living in a much better world
 
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Gaga786

Gaga786

The Odds Are Never In My favour
May 3, 2020
470
Suffering in general. We can easily be in the most painful situation imaginable anytime whether it's due to illness, torture, murder etc. That is what scares me.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
756
Suffering in general. We can easily be in the most painful situation imaginable anytime whether it's due to illness, torture, murder etc. That is what scares me.
That's very true 🫶🏼
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,279
The fact that there is unlimited potential to be tormented endlessly as long as one exists here, it disgusts me how existence has caused so much senseless cruelty, to have the ability to exist is a terrible curse and I find it so tragic how there isn't just nothingness instead, to me it's beyond repulsive that there's all this unnecessary suffering. Existence truly is so hellish to me.
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
The fact that it's real.

When bad things happen in novels I can just headcanon a happy ending and leave it there. Awful things in real life are much harder to dismiss.
 
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Wehmut

Wehmut

it's not fair...
Apr 13, 2023
53
That there is no escape other than suicide. You just can step out of your own self. Only if you die
 
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psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,715
suffering without a purpose or reward

and

being aware
 
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prezmyl

Member
Aug 4, 2023
53
that once you screwed yourself up, then it changes your reality to very different reality with very though rules
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
756
That there is no escape other than suicide. You just can step out of your own self. Only if you die
Good remark
suffering without a purpose or reward

and

being aware
Crossed my mind many times
The fact that it's real.

When bad things happen in novels I can just headcanon a happy ending and leave it there. Awful things in real life are much harder to dismiss.
Good answer ☺️
that once you screwed yourself up, then it changes your reality to very different reality with very though rules
It certainly does
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
159
The pure repetition of everyday life. How painful it all is. Doing the same torture every day, on and on, over and over.

It's not worth it.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
right now, it's wondering how much my ankle will hurt for the next 7-10 days. i can feel it swelling up due to gout right now. sigh.
 
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doneforlife

Mage
Jul 18, 2023
554
The duration for which any kind of pleasure gives you happiness vs the duration for which any kind of pain makes you unhappy.
 
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kindalone

kindalone

Student
Mar 1, 2023
198
The fact that everybody seems to have a different one and always tries to discredit yours.
 
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ChronicPain23

ChronicPain23

Member
Jun 22, 2023
87
Injustice, some people have better genes than others, they are more attractive, mentally stronger, healthier.
 
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Borderline

Borderline

Borderline Personality Disorder
Aug 8, 2023
79
The worst aspect of reality is being alive.
 
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