Discussion what's the reason you're still here?

[DeadManLiving]

Looong story (saving it for the end). But why still here? To Watch. Watching the bloodbath of manipulative, destructive backstabbing nature and condition of human behavior. Once from within the engine of market microstructures, then from outside; sometimes through a microscope or pirescope as a scientist would study a culture of microbes attacking and devouring each other.

Until such time it ceases to interest and to be.

 

[Rogue_Gendarme]

Biding my time and trying to ease myself into peace and liberation through death, before my actual, final moments. I want to eat cheesecake again before I die, I want to try deep dish pizzas. I want to be able to drink Soju again, and I want to sell my guitar so I can get money and do as I please with it. I want to sleep well a few more nights before my final sleep. I want to play music with my friends. I want to sing songs before I sing my death rattle. I want to see my country's beauty before I turn my back and leave her behind, eventually. I want to talk with friends and see their smiles again, before my smile disappears forever. I want to do all of that and more, but I've only got a month left.

I don't want to worry about that, I don't want to worry at all. I'm creating my peace before my liberation. All that matters now is the present, counting days before the final hour.