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iwanttodie019

Student
May 4, 2025
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AI will likely stop aging within 2-3 decades and most medical problems will be curable. If you don't enjoy being alive it's one thing, but if this is just a fear of getting old, the fear may be misplaced: if you are in the 18-24 range (and you seem young to me), if you don't commit suicide, AGI (General Artificial Intelligence) is going to happen while you're alive almost certainly, and scientists are already working on the aging problem. It's very unlikely any aging will be happening after 2060 for anyone in a wealthy country.
bro are you sure of that??
aging is multifaceted and impossibly complex.
there is no way it is getting cured anytime soon.
and besides there is a hard limit to human lifespan.It is literally programmed into our DNA
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
128
AI will likely stop aging within 2-3 decades and most medical problems will be curable. If you don't enjoy being alive it's one thing, but if this is just a fear of getting old, the fear may be misplaced: if you are in the 18-24 range (and you seem young to me), if you don't commit suicide, AGI (General Artificial Intelligence) is going to happen while you're alive almost certainly, and scientists are already working on the aging problem. It's very unlikely any aging will be happening after 2060 for anyone in a wealthy country.
I admire your optimism. Maybe cures for aging and severe illness will come about within my lifetime, but here in The Greatest Country on Earth™️ they will undoubtedly be reserved for the wealthy elite.
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Student
Apr 5, 2025
198
I'm still here because every method has some suck to it.

The only ways that sound peaceful are N and opioid OD. N is almost impossible to get and opioid OD is unreliable (I've tried twice).

I guess I'll have embrace the shitty part of a method and commit.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Experienced
May 4, 2025
246
Merely can't bring myself to take SN. Every time I've tried to hang, it hasn't worked out, even with an attempt where I tried FSH but SI kicked in and saved me. I've had moments where I was so desperately suicidal I would've taken SN, but something intervened to take me out of that state, and I haven't been in it consistently long enough to take the SN. No matter how long the thoughts have weighed on my mind.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,717
I only still suffer as I exist in this horrific world where humans have made dying painlessly a crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I truly is such terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be at peace from the terrible mistake of existence.

In this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence could ever be positive for me, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to escape from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence that never should had been imposed at all that just harms and torments existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just always suffer from being trapped in this dreadful, harmful existence, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me.
 
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DirtCommie

DirtCommie

Student
Aug 22, 2025
105
uhh ...well... to be completely honest Ive forgotten why Im still here lol. I guess I just wamt to lose my v-card first or something like that. Then Ill eat a speeding bullet or jump in front of a train or something of the like lol. I WIsh eveyrone the best on their journeys , whatever journeys they choose 🫂
 
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NotSoEnchanted

Student
Dec 26, 2025
112
My SN hasn't arrived yet, and I also need to finish my notes to both family and first responders. Aside from needing to clean my home, I've otherwise got everything sorted and am feeling ready to find my peace.
 

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