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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
Kids, husband
 
deadbody

deadbody

he/him 🏳️‍⚧️
Oct 24, 2023
117
Fear.
 
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smigglesbred

smigglesbred

"To be dead is to be free."
Oct 31, 2023
3
What's stopping you from CTB in one word?
I'm curious to know your reasons for still being alive right now.

I'll go first- Brother.
Afterlife.
I'm just terrified of what happens when you're gone. I don't want to be in eternal darkness, I don't believe in heaven. The uncertainty is.. a lot.
 
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Wopnik_Yas

Member
Oct 29, 2023
7
Afraid of the pain. If there wwas a painless way I would have been long gone.
 
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Final Spirit

Member
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Logistics
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
329
indecision
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,413
Fear of failing a suicide attempt and remaining alive but with brain damage

For example I have a rifle and shotgun. But nothing is 100%. What if I flinch before shot

So in this evil world u r in hell .
 
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aceHardlight

Not even sad, just dead inside
May 1, 2026
38
Hope
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
237
Customs or lack of resolve
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
680
Husband

And fear
 
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