What would you like to know the most from people who play a fake identity on Sanctioned Suicide?

[noname223]

I once posted a thread something like: How many posts do you think has the SaSu member with the most posts who only plays a role on here?

Lol. I don't know if I make myself suspicious. But I think psychosis is hard to fake and creating so many threads on here seems to be some sort of an autistic special interest.

The thread blew off when someone actually was caught playing a role. In my time I experienced 3-4 members who were exposed as frauds where I never would have expected them to be one. One of them wanted my phone number but gladly I rejected it. One of them wanted to talk with me on discord.

My main questions would be about the motives:

Why are you actually doing it? Attention, sexual pleasure, psychopathy? Is there like a master plan? Or an agenda? How much is planned and how spontaneous does the story develop? Do you have a guilty conscience sometimes? Does it affect your real identity? How many fake identities do you have online and why actually choosing a suicide forum? If you are not actually suicidal and not pro-choice ironically do you look down at us? Is it an empty existence? Do your friends or maybe a therapist know about that "hobby"? Would you be embarrassed if people found out about it? Do you think you cause damage and trust issues in other people? Is it like an adventure for you? Do you have an idea why you are like that?

I wish we could get answers for these questions. But we probably never will except there would be brave individuals but I doubt it. It would interesting if there was an anonymous poll. Or an anonymous way to provide answers.

 

[noname223]

So disappointed noone admitted something. I wonder whether the people who got banned have alt accounts. Or are still reading forum posts.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I admit, I have agenda, I am agender.

Real talk, I too wonder what is going on inside people's heads that have no suicidal intent and no intent on giving any real advice in the recovery section but still choose to come here and make a fake persona , it's probably as you said, just because they can, a power trip maybe? It's like the carnists on vegan forum and vegans on carnists forums, they want to be percieved as superior, no? at least those specific individuals, no generalisation, ok maybe carnists suck a little more in general :D

 

[trying ungracefully]

I don't know if they were playing a role exactly or something but it sure felt like it.

Posted in the friends thread back when I had my old account and was only posting in the suicide section. Some guy wanted my discord. We messaged for a bit and it was normal but he kept trying to figure out my location. Then said some next level creepy shit. Then ended up finding my location. I blocked him and deleted my account on here and stayed away for a while.

In my view he wanted power. I ended up looking up his post history after and it was nothing really about suicide or recovery mostly in the friends thread. Really creepy.

 

[gregisss]

Maybe they are attention seekers because of lack of love or friendship .

 

[Corbenik]

So disappointed noone admitted something. I wonder whether the people who got banned have alt accounts. Or are still reading forum posts.

I think you're being a bit presumptive. Sure it's possible there are fetishists or psychopaths that seek to impose their own agenda onto others but then there's others who are possibly curious. Wondering. Lurking. I mean, is someone who watches gore automatically a psychopath or sociopath? Or are they just curious as to why human nature leads people to do that or just wondering why life can be so senseless sometimes.

Just my two cents.

 

[FoxSauce]

Im not really sure if people like that are here. Then again I haven't been here very long so what do I know.

For myself not really unless you ask some personal stuff I dont wanna disclose.

 

[Custos]

Never even thought that people could be playing an identity on here, guess I trust people too much. Hope some of the good bye thread are fake though, and some of the suffering I've read.

 

[EternalShore]

Never even thought that people could be playing an identity on here, guess I trust people too much. Hope some of the good bye thread are fake though, and some of the suffering I've read.

if you're worried about them dying, many people who post goodbye threads end up failing their attempts~

 

[CatLvr]

Never even thought that people could be playing an identity on here, guess I trust people too much. Hope some of the good bye thread are fake though, and some of the suffering I've read.

I'm kinda the same way (too trusting sometimes). And I'd give ANYTHING if the suffering I've read about on here was fake. The things some humans will do to others just because they "feel like it and they can".

Me?? I guess maybe I feel like a fake sometimes because since SaSu led to me reconnecting with my son I am not nearly as suicidal as I was when I joined. But I try to interact with others and I DO know what it feels like to want, with every fiber of your being, to JUST. STOP. BREATHING. So ... There IS that ...

 

[EternalShore]

I'm kinda the same way (too trusting sometimes). And I'd give ANYTHING if the suffering I've read about on here was fake. The things some humans will do to others just because they "feel like it and they can".

Me?? I guess maybe I feel like a fake sometimes because since SaSu led to me reconnecting with my son I am not nearly as suicidal as I was when I joined. But I try to interact with others and I DO know what it feels like to want, with every fiber of your being, to JUST. STOP. BREATHING. So ... There IS that ...

Well, you're still here for the community, and you're even able to recover too~ So neat~ ^_^ It's not like they ban for having recovered here~ xD There's an entire board dedicated to that after all! xD In fact, I think that being able to recover would be sooo nice~ >_< I can kinda get that feeling too (about "I'm not sewer slidal still, am I?"), but then, I have a break down over something and yeahhh, I can see why I'm still here~ >_<

 

[alwaysalone]

Personally I trust no one on line and few irl. That makes me more than a little skeptical. There are frankly a lot of threads here that to me are just obvious cries for attention. Also while I understand the distrust of new people am I the only one who distrusts those who've been here for years??? I'm no trying to be mean but there is an end game for those who are suicidal. I find it more than odd that some just linger...... I can't help but ask myself what are they here for?

 

[CatLvr]

Well, you're still here for the community, and you're even able to recover too~ So neat~ ^_^ It's not like they ban for having recovered here~ xD There's an entire board dedicated to that after all! xD In fact, I think that being able to recover would be sooo nice~ >_< I can kinda get that feeling too (about "I'm not sewer slidal still, am I?"), but then, I have a break down over something and yeahhh, I can see why I'm still here~ >_<

Yep!! On the days when my pain levels are thru the roof I will sit in my living room, with my gun in my lap, and remind myself over and over I promised my son I would not leave without telling him good-bye. He is, truly, the only reason I still live and breathe.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Goth]

Personally I trust no one on line and few irl. That makes me more than a little skeptical. There are frankly a lot of threads here that to me are just obvious cries for attention. Also while I understand the distrust of new people am I the only one who distrusts those who've been here for years??? I'm no trying to be mean but there is an end game for those who are suicidal. I find it more than odd that some just linger...... I can't help but ask myself what are they here for?

the goal of the site isnt suicide its a pro choice site where a lot of ppl use it as an outlet where they cant talk about these subjects anywhere else

 

[Apathy79]

A few that were exposed were trying to take the site down weren't they? The Jeremy dude who worked with fixthe26 playing that teenage girl LittleAmy to try to lure people into saying dodgy things to use as ammo against the site sticks out. And he did manage to lure a dodgy guy.

I'm guessing they're the most common fakes here?

 

[darksouls]

Personally I trust no one on line and few irl. That makes me more than a little skeptical. There are frankly a lot of threads here that to me are just obvious cries for attention. Also while I understand the distrust of new people am I the only one who distrusts those who've been here for years??? I'm no trying to be mean but there is an end game for those who are suicidal. I find it more than odd that some just linger...... I can't help but ask myself what are they here for?

my poor health forces me to ctb
but I dont want to ctb
so I am trying to put it off as long as possible

 

[alwaysalone]

the goal of the site isnt suicide its a pro choice site where a lot of ppl use it as an outlet where they cant talk about these subjects anywhere else

And yet....

 

[EmptyBottle]

I entered using fiction instead of fact. No, a person called Holly didn't cheat on me, and I didn't enter with intention to "get info on my ctb plan and vent for the last time". I entered due to reading the forum and wanting to be part of it.

However, I didn't enter with any harmful intentions, I thought I could subtly shift people towards survival and thriving, but ofc failed that way.

I did, however do my best to genuinely help, sometimes actually making people feel better and I also did end up getting close to CTB. My attempt in 2022 was real, and so was the vast majority, if not all of my posts.

For my first post, I did however imply that I was cheated on "things like being cheated on can make someone want to ctb", when talking about whether genes or the environment cause CTB wishes. My opinion that "both" can be true was actually my opinion.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I post USSR as my location on my profile, and I have a pretend persona as a Soviet psychiatrist from the 1980s. I have a fascination with the 80s and with all things Russian. But everyone knows that it's just a fun persona. Everything else I have posted here...my psychotic symptoms, my gymnastics, my landlord drama, is 100% real.

 

[ImnotCTB]

My question would be, are they treating this as a roleplay?

Also my username is there, I am here because this us the only forum I found where people are actually peaceful. Maybe because the only forums I found are either filled with porn or filled with obviously messed up people.

 

[Goth]

And yet....

and yet what?

 

[alwaysalone]

and yet what?

And yet in the context of the original question it's suspect to me. It's called a long con.

 

[Goth]

And yet in the context of the original question it's suspect to me. It's called a long con.

what is a long con?

 

[EmptyBottle]

what is a long con?

when someone aims to deceive long term for some reason (maybe to shut down SN sources.... yes some ppl are that desperate to stop CTB..... to those who think stopping SN would do much... the 5 last acts have plenty of other things)

PS: They should focus more on improving conditions, teaching ppl to be nicer to each other, etc... and improving therapy significantly... therapists should not cancel willy nilly, be disrespectful (some are, some aren't) etc

 

[amerie]

I can't help but ask myself what are they here for?

CTB isn't something that's simple or easy for the general population. It's messy and scary, mentally, physically, and financially, so it's nice to have people who you can find community with to bring you some peace before you die. Is this rage bait?

 

[EmptyBottle]

CTB isn't something that's simple or easy for the general population. It's messy and scary, mentally, physically, and financially, so it's nice to have people who you can find community with to bring you some peace before you die. Is this rage bait?

Don't think so... with context, the question is "what are the false users here for"

nvm, I got the context wrong... I think users maybe get addicted to the community, myself included

 

[amerie]

Don't think so... with context, the question is "what are the false users here for"

nvm, I got the context wrong... I think users maybe get addicted to the community, myself included

Honestly, I believe that person was trying to be passive aggressive cowardly disguised as being clueless

They even had it explained to them in an obvious way, but they still replied with that sassy "and yet…". Just seems like someone who's competitive with their illness and wants to insinuate that people who stay here for a long time aren't actually ill.

 

[2messdup]

I admit, I have agenda, I am agender.

Real talk, I too wonder what is going on inside people's heads that have no suicidal intent and no intent on giving any real advice in the recovery section but still choose to come here and make a fake persona , it's probably as you said, just because they can, a power trip maybe? It's like the carnists on vegan forum and vegans on carnists forums, they want to be percieved as superior, no? at least those specific individuals, no generalisation, ok maybe carnists suck a little more in general :D

Are they lonely?

I don't know if they were playing a role exactly or something but it sure felt like it.

Posted in the friends thread back when I had my old account and was only posting in the suicide section. Some guy wanted my discord. We messaged for a bit and it was normal but he kept trying to figure out my location. Then said some next level creepy shit. Then ended up finding my location. I blocked him and deleted my account on here and stayed away for a while.

In my view he wanted power. I ended up looking up his post history after and it was nothing really about suicide or recovery mostly in the friends thread. Really creepy.

That's really scary

Personally I trust no one on line and few irl. That makes me more than a little skeptical. There are frankly a lot of threads here that to me are just obvious cries for attention. Also while I understand the distrust of new people am I the only one who distrusts those who've been here for years??? I'm no trying to be mean but there is an end game for those who are suicidal. I find it more than odd that some just linger...... I can't help but ask myself what are they here for?

Maybe that's me. I don't feel like it is. But I can see it could look like that. But then this is probably attention-seeking too. Certainly I think some of the crisis team think that of me even though I only call them when i feel in danger. Why are some people here for a long time? Because they may want to end it but are too scared when it comes to the act (but eventually that may change)? Because there's a small bit of hope that shows up sometimes but most of the time they are close to ctb. Everyone had a different story. Who are we to judge?

And yet....

Well if you don't like it and judge others......

And yet in the context of the original question it's suspect to me. It's called a long con.

Have you thought you might be making other members feel bad?

 

[bankai]

Yeah, they're here. Attention is fine, I don't have any issue with it.We can't really get into trouble if we're careful from our side though.

Ultimately, it's all just words on an online forum though I have seen some crazy threads . One dox thread. One thread asking for money outright with a crypto link to send it to.