If I hadn't been diagnosed with a physical illness things wouldn't have changed so much. I think that was the turning point to a lonely void. Someone very close to me passed away at the same time and it really made my emotions run high.
I think that to be worth something would be a big help for me.
Physical illness definitely makes life darker. I think if I ever had a chance of turning my life around, it was lost when the illness/pain started. I'm sorry you are suffering.
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Physical illness definitely makes life darker. I think if I ever had a chance of turning my life around, it was lost when the illness/pain started. I'm sorry you are suffering.
Get rid of everyone around me and isolate myself. No social life and nobody to compare myself to. I want to be a spectator in life as close as possible, not a participant. I'll go to work five days a week but other than that, that's it.
There is nothing that would make me want to live. For me the problem is life itself. Living does not appeal to me in any way and I want nothing to do with life. I just want non existence.
If my dad was still alive. It also used to be money and if I was born a different person. But I think with my suicidal ideation, I'm in too deep now…. I don't think anything could change anything for me
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