What would need to happen for you to stop being suicidal and live a happy life?

[Alchemist]

Guess to be rich enough to indulge myself in whatever I want to not be lonely.

 

[lululoo]

If I hadn't been diagnosed with a physical illness things wouldn't have changed so much. I think that was the turning point to a lonely void. Someone very close to me passed away at the same time and it really made my emotions run high.

I think that to be worth something would be a big help for me.

Physical illness definitely makes life darker. I think if I ever had a chance of turning my life around, it was lost when the illness/pain started. I'm sorry you are suffering.

 

[silentsinger]

Physical illness definitely makes life darker. I think if I ever had a chance of turning my life around, it was lost when the illness/pain started. I'm sorry you are suffering.

I'm really sorry you are suffering physical illness too. It can be a very lonely place to me. Sending love to you.

 

[lululoo]

I'm really sorry you are suffering physical illness too. It can be a very lonely place to me. Sending love to you.

Thank you. Hugs.

 

[BleederOfZion]

Get rid of everyone around me and isolate myself. No social life and nobody to compare myself to. I want to be a spectator in life as close as possible, not a participant. I'll go to work five days a week but other than that, that's it.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that would make me want to live. For me the problem is life itself. Living does not appeal to me in any way and I want nothing to do with life. I just want non existence.

 

[ClownMe]

A new brain.

 

[lucid]

Not being human.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Nothing. I just don't wanna live.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Kill myself and get reincatnated as Hugh Hefner.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

If my dad was still alive. It also used to be money and if I was born a different person. But I think with my suicidal ideation, I'm in too deep now…. I don't think anything could change anything for me

 

[CogitoMori]

I'd need to go back in time and say yes to Jason

 

[Quinlor]

I'd need to go back in time and say yes to Jason

Who is Jason?

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm not sure there is anything now. I can envisage problems everywhere I look! Maybe to feel like there were less problems, I'd need to be free of things like social anxiety and a crippling lack of confidence. I'd need to be more talented to be better at my job. More attractive (effortlessly) so I could feel more confident but it's like- I would have to be a different person to be happy and I don't actually want that either. I just really want to rest and not have any responsibilities or obligations- which isn't possible in life.

 

[knighterrant]

To find a platonic love with which I could be born again

 

[foreverlanguish]

Not be here

 

[grungy自殺]

Saying the impossible:

To be a teenager again.

 

[Eternal Pessimist]

If I suddenly became rich I'm not sure it would actually stop me from being suicidal, especially after the initial thrill had gone. If I won the lottery or something, I think I would only postpone my suicide in order to travel the world and experience the things that money can bring you.

If I could go back to being a teenager, back to being in high school, I could try and construct a life that wouldn't make me suicidal. Knowing what I know now I could at least avoid certain things that I know made me unhappy and led me to my current situation. Even then there's no guarantee that I would end up happy. In fact I think it's likely that I would still end up unhappy and possibly suicidal too.

In order to give me the kind of life that I could live with you would have to go back so far and change so many things about me, it wouldn't really be me anymore.

 

[d-tea]

I should probably start by actually applying for therapy.

I just don't know how to bring up my issues, how to talk about them.
Felt awkward as hell when I made an appointment over the phone at a psychiatrists office, like I was doing something wrong and was not supposed to actually go because I actually don't have any issues (I clearly do).
Then when I went I felt it was easiest to describe physical symptoms so I raised my issue of self harm.
Dude didn't get into any underlying issues and prescribed me some shit that I overdosed on like 3 weeks later.
Cancelled my next appointment and here we are now.

Saying the impossible:

To be a teenager again.

Fucking hell I feel you.
I wonder if there is any way to feel like that, ever again.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Complete memory loss so I forget my past and feel no obligation whatsoever and have a fresh start

 

[kenma0]

the one who i love to come back and want me again. as much as i want him. a better job, more motivation. no medical debt

 

[Anon_Guy]

I have a lot of regrets about how I lived my life up until this point.
So I guess having a time machine would be great.

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

no more health issues, no more social anxiety and feeling of being out of touch, forget my past or finding a way to make sense of it, wich is unlikely, I suffered too much without being able to make sense of this suffering or being able to do anything to ease it, This state of affairs leads me to think that suicide is the only solution to assert my power in the face of this dead-end existence.

 

[nogods4me]

Erase most of my memories. Have my psychological and physical problems fixed. Successfully start over in a respectable career that I don´t hate. Have my relationship improve as a result.

 

[pulse1]

Stop having BPD somehow.

 

[scottchy]

Discover a purpose or reason to live.
Instead i feel like im aimlessly wandering around in the dark trying to figure shit out.

"Give a man a purpose and the ability to achieve it, and he will crawl over broken glass with a smile"

 

[crayonscrayons]

go back in time and stop the devil from planting terminal evil in me

 

[CogitoMori]

Who is Jason?

My old boss. He's the only person that ever made me feel like a human. I miss being treated well.