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jemetire
oh well
- Jun 11, 2023
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Won't miss anything if I'm going.id miss my dog and my boyfriend, drawing and listening to music. i love music a lot, both drawing and listening to music help me cope. my dog and my boyfriend are really the only thing that are so important to me. i never want to lose them. My boyfriend knows about some of my problems, and he knows i'm a really negative person. The day I told him abt what i was going through, he hugged me, laid my head on his lap and caressed me as i cried, and cried and cried. he listened to absolutely everything, and told me that he didn't want me to continue hurting myself, or doing anything of the like. he wants to stay and care for me, no matter how depressed or crazy i am, he told me he wouldn't leave me and so much more. i absolutely love him and he means the absolute world to me. but the day me and him break up, i don't actually know what i'll do, the only thing i see in my future is my suicide.
Really like your answer I hope I too find plenty of that and more when I wont be here I just love it so much that I do not want it to disappearI'll miss how much it rains in the summer. Especially seeing all the worms that crawl out, and picking them up from the sidewalk to put them back in the dirt. I'll miss those occasional beautiful sunsets, I'll miss all the weird bugs that come out sometimes and the trees that bleed sap. I'll miss listening to my favorite songs by my favorite artists. I'll miss drawing as I daydream of making a fun cartoon that gets five seasons and a three-part finale. I'll miss being able to look back on memories of the few good people I've met in this world, who looked past my flaws and saw a person underneath.
But I'll be able to find plenty of that and more, somewhere across the galaxy.
Then why not find that relief instead of telling other people what to do with their own.No, if I was able to miss anything then I wouldn't, I see existence as being something very pointless, dreadful and unappealing, non-existence is the only relief for me, I would be very glad to be leaving this horrible world filled with endless suffering behind.