J

jemetire

oh well
Jun 11, 2023
154
maybe a possibility for improvement
 
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doneforlife

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2023
482
Honestly, I would miss what I am already missing. My father (who has already died) , my aunt (who has already died) , my house (which is already sold). So it doesn't matter to me if I exist or if I don't.
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Nothing.

I'll be dead.
 
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HoleintheDark

HoleintheDark

Writhing with the worms
Jul 12, 2023
35
I'll miss how much it rains in the summer. Especially seeing all the worms that crawl out, and picking them up from the sidewalk to put them back in the dirt. I'll miss those occasional beautiful sunsets, I'll miss all the weird bugs that come out sometimes and the trees that bleed sap. I'll miss listening to my favorite songs by my favorite artists. I'll miss drawing as I daydream of making a fun cartoon that gets five seasons and a three-part finale. I'll miss being able to look back on memories of the few good people I've met in this world, who looked past my flaws and saw a person underneath.

But I'll be able to find plenty of that and more, somewhere across the galaxy.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,431
I love weed, sunset and cocktail but I think I will have it just enough until my time comes. I feel the pleasure has been declining over time.
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
331
I would miss playing the guitar and talking to my psychotherapist.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,199
i already miss my dog... any dog i've ever kept really. my last, i had for 16 yrs. drove me mad a few times i cracked my back tooth from just clenching but i loved her.
 
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Strawberries

Member
Nov 22, 2022
23
My family, especially my mom, because I just love her soo much. However, I don't believe we can miss someone after death as we cease to exist. But now, the thought that I'm never gonna see her again just makes me so, so sad and will be a huge hurdle to overcome to ctb besides the SI even though I live a hellish, torturous unbearable existence. And of course I am terribly sad for my family after the fact and the grief that they're gonna go through now as long as I'm still alive.

That's it really as I have a very poor quality of life and pretty much don't experience anything great/pleasurable anymore.
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
I would miss travelling and the ability to go on nice holidays.
 
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cloakedbear

cloakedbear

Member
Jul 28, 2023
12
i'd miss dogs, games, tv, books, good food, and my boyfriend.
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
My mom, my cat, my boyfriend
 
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saddestbunny

saddestbunny

pastebin.com/xJuaSE0j
Feb 16, 2023
203
my family :( they tried but I'm just done
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
377
I'm not sure if I would miss anything because I believe in an afterlife. In heaven there should be everything you love and it should be paradise.

Of course there are things I'd leave behind. My action figure collection has brought me joy when I felt low. Video games that gave me worlds to explore and save so I could escape reality. My parents, brothers, and some other family that I still love. Some coworkers that I formed good bonds with. An ex girlfriend who I still care deeply for. Last but not least is my wife who has been my reason for living for quite some time.

All I can hope is that I'd be reunited with all of them again.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂
May 26, 2023
165
id miss my dog and my boyfriend, drawing and listening to music. i love music a lot, both drawing and listening to music help me cope. my dog and my boyfriend are really the only thing that are so important to me. i never want to lose them. My boyfriend knows about some of my problems, and he knows i'm a really negative person. The day I told him abt what i was going through, he hugged me, laid my head on his lap and caressed me as i cried, and cried and cried. he listened to absolutely everything, and told me that he didn't want me to continue hurting myself, or doing anything of the like. he wants to stay and care for me, no matter how depressed or crazy i am, he told me he wouldn't leave me 😭 and so much more. i absolutely love him and he means the absolute world to me. but the day me and him break up, i don't actually know what i'll do, the only thing i see in my future is my suicide.
Won't miss anything if I'm going.
 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240
I will miss music and my favorite artists. I will miss the way music feels and how much I loved certain melodies. I will miss my favorite foods and how tasty they were. Also I will miss the ocean and swimming at the beach. That is all.
 
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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
My girlfriend she means everything to me, she is the reason that I still be alive!

She is that sort of girl like one out thousands with a heart of gold! 💛

She is so sweet, kindhearted and good looking that I wish if I CTB I meet her on the other side. 👩🏼‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
165
I'll miss how much it rains in the summer. Especially seeing all the worms that crawl out, and picking them up from the sidewalk to put them back in the dirt. I'll miss those occasional beautiful sunsets, I'll miss all the weird bugs that come out sometimes and the trees that bleed sap. I'll miss listening to my favorite songs by my favorite artists. I'll miss drawing as I daydream of making a fun cartoon that gets five seasons and a three-part finale. I'll miss being able to look back on memories of the few good people I've met in this world, who looked past my flaws and saw a person underneath.

But I'll be able to find plenty of that and more, somewhere across the galaxy.
Really like your answer I hope I too find plenty of that and more when I wont be here I just love it so much that I do not want it to disappear
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

I'm just a person
Feb 23, 2022
118
I think I would miss the food
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,042
I'm a Christian so I believe in heaven. The thrill of not knowing and learning things.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
417
id miss my cat, greendays music and im kinda sad i wont get to see the new bob marley movie.
 
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kernel_panic

Feb 11, 2023
2,145
Music and video games.
 
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atdeathsdoor

atdeathsdoor

Member
Mar 23, 2022
44
My children are the only thing stopping me right now....but there slowly disliking me 😢
 
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Minsu

Minsu

♀️🏳️‍🌈
Jan 17, 2023
545
Modern technology, smartphones, video games, anime
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
208
Everything
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,436
The life that i never had.
 
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Grassfed

Member
Jun 3, 2023
5
No, if I was able to miss anything then I wouldn't, I see existence as being something very pointless, dreadful and unappealing, non-existence is the only relief for me, I would be very glad to be leaving this horrible world filled with endless suffering behind.
Then why not find that relief instead of telling other people what to do with their own.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,108
What should I miss from this world when I'm not here anymore? I belief after death we will miss nothing at all because it's either nothingness or it's a complete different dimension or energy we will go to.
 
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QueerMelancholy

QueerMelancholy

Mage
Jul 29, 2023
534
Watching the sun rise or staring up at a vast night sky wondering about all the possibilities beyond my point of view.

Being trapped in this solar system feels unfair. Not being able to experience all the universe has to offer is unfair. It's unfortunate. I feel like I live in a time filled with cruel limitations. I wonder what life will be like a thousand years from now. I hope there's more opportunities there.
 
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PurpleVoid

PurpleVoid

There's nothing left for me, but I'm still here.
May 16, 2023
25
I like to learn stuff. I'm the type of person who can be pulled into a deep dive into a random topic, spending hours or days forgetting my problems while fascinated with new knowledge. Putting it together in my head to form new conclusions. There's so much to learn and know in this world, more than I could learn in a lifetime.

If I could live life without any of the misery and drudgery of day-to-day existence, just "be" and fill my mind with information, I wouldn't want to leave. Sadly, life doesn't work like that. Living is 95% drudgery and misery, especially living with depression which is resistant to treatment. I have to work harder than most people to even get up in the morning, to shower, to leave the house, let alone hold a full-time job. I can't afford insurance and I can't get on disability. People tell me to hold on and just make myself do things. I refuse. It's not worth it to me to fight anymore and bust my ass 95% of the time so I can enjoy a few moments of wonder.

I won't miss anything after I'm gone (unless there's some form of afterlife). But right now I'm capable of missing things. And it makes me sad to know that once I'm gone, I won't get to learn anything. All the knowledge I've gathered in my life will disappear with me, totally pointless to have been learned. I just wish I could have done something with it before it's gone forever - though there's really nothing I can do of any significance.
 
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