I know that after we are dead we probably do not care about anything, but I am curious what will you miss when you wont be here ? Is anything good in this world for you what would be appreciated also in afterlife?
Family - yeah nothing to talk about, hope I will meet them :)
Music. I am just so used to it its like part of my life, its funny to think that music is a privilege, its so common now but few decades or centuries ago it was only in form of bards/orchesters (live music) Most of the time and most of the people in world did not have privilege to listen so many beautiful peaces. Its really a gift and I am honored and gratefull that I could experience this part of life.
Modern technology - another privilege, internet - literally unlimited place for knowledge, information. Games and Movies, I am not a gamer but I have a few games I used to play from my childchood and its just nostalgy and fun. Movies and Anime - From my teenage years I lived without fater figure but I had a pretty good rolemodels in some fictional characters that do not exist from anime or movies, its funny how I could absorb wisdom from places many would not expect there is and I am gratefull for that also. I have been lost and it showed me a way I wanna shape my character.
(of coruse there are lot of downsides of modern technology but thats for different topic)
I will definitely miss nature. When my health was not that bad I used to go for long walks through meadows, groves enjoying spring or summer, feeling how wind caress my skin, how sun rays are touching my skin and warming it. I will also miss birds, how they sings and every one different song, how they are flying representing freedom. I will miss colours of flowers and all of the things. Blue sky, fluffy summer white clouds slowly floating :) I will miss mountains and view from it, I had one particular place I used to visit, and it was so peacefull, untouched by humans I could observe other peaks from it also valleys and I felt that natural energy so good for meditation. I will miss it.
Food - yeah despite having serious problem with digestion I used to enjoy this pleasure when I could. All the different tastes that are possible mostly in this age, yeah so many possibilities to taste and enjoy. Also I used to drink coffee hmm that sour taste and smell is exactly for me or Green tea with lemon yes I really did enjoy life. Dark chocolate while I was on long walk through nature.
Social life - talking with good people ( I like talk with small group best for me is only 2 or 3 people talking) enjoying their company, talking about deep things or just everything and enjoying present moment. Yes good part of life, sad that I have been pretty much alone for several last years of my life.
What I will miss and I could never experience is this particular age we are living - so many possibilities to travel and to visit, places even our ancestors could not. To learn from different cultures, tribes, see ocen etc.. I feel sad that I will leave before I had chance to enjoy this part this world offers so many options now. This age is unique because its the only one we can do so many things no one before us could.
That probably it, maybe I forgot something, but I feel blessed to have option to live in this unique age.Sorry if this topic do not belong to this forum.
and so much more. i absolutely love him and he means the absolute world to me. but the day me and him break up, i don't actually know what i'll do, the only thing i see in my future is my suicide.
