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Pauperpills

Pauperpills

Lord of Missed Opportunities
May 5, 2021
15
Think about fucking up the chances given to me. I've fucked up so many times in my life and whenever I look back, it feels like I shouldn't have made it this far.
 
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orbroots

orbroots

Member
Dec 24, 2020
25
acceptance of my fears. death is inevitable. i'm simply rushing the process, which is pretty on brand hehe. i'm not patient at all and that's alright.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Well I suppose this happens when I purposefully say something vague and borderline upsetting to certain people knowing they're going to gloss over it as if I said nothing. But I try not to do that anymore since I don't want to upset people anymore and/or make things awkward.
 
Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
I stop everything that gets me by for 48 hours. Deplete myself of all artificial chemicals (meds, supplements, nicotine, etc) and throw myself into full blown withdrawal. By the 3rd wake up my mind is in a very dark place and I have zero SI.
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
I don't have to do anything.

my physical body torments me.
 

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