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DeathIsJustAJourney

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Apr 9, 2025
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I live for 1 thing only, the big "R" once completed my journey ends
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,766
Helping folks to have a smile, feel better about themselves.

Holidays in tropical places.

This site.

Walter
 
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

in need of iron
Jan 26, 2025
69
The fact that I have such a supportive mom who goes through so much just to provide for me and my sister. I don't want to make her sad. I don't want to leave her. I love her so so much, I love my sister too. I also have a dog I love with my entire heart even though she's the devil reincarnate. I can't CTB when she needs me. All girl household and I'm not leaving my girls, my family, just because of my hardships.
 
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5_5

5_5

~ :¨·.·¨: ₊˚
Jun 15, 2025
44
drugs. music. fashion. alcohol. friends. summer. money!
 
Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
103
Blueberries. I like blueberries.
 
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finallydone

finallydone

Student
Aug 18, 2024
148
i know this the recovery section, but my life in particular isn't worth living, i just keep being pushed by my biological instincts to stay alive
 
KinderEgg

KinderEgg

There's no surprise inside
Jan 15, 2025
63
Making other people smile, creating memories with others and having experiences I can cherish.
 
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bravelytothewinter

bravelytothewinter

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Aug 3, 2025
37
i dont have what it takes to kill myself yet but i dont wanna be alive. life just feels so arbitrary and meaningless. i want to be whole but i never will be. i feel like a shade pretending to be a person. i will never be real. what makes life worth living
i like Albert Camus but i am very much a pseude so probably wrong warning:

Camus basically thought that there is no inherent meaning to live but you should live anyway and reject the absurdity of it all just because that itself represents an accomplishment. He thought you should rebel against the inherent meaningless of it all and choose to live anyway.
 

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