The fact that I have such a supportive mom who goes through so much just to provide for me and my sister. I don't want to make her sad. I don't want to leave her. I love her so so much, I love my sister too. I also have a dog I love with my entire heart even though she's the devil reincarnate. I can't CTB when she needs me. All girl household and I'm not leaving my girls, my family, just because of my hardships.