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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Anger and I don't know why. Too much overthinking I guess.
 
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self.destractive

self.destractive

ick/icks, they/them
Dec 11, 2020
85
stuck
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
Shame.
People don't usually label it as an emotion you can feel, but today was definitely one of those days.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Absolute hatred
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Pressured
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,140
Anger
 
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MountainMonkey

MountainMonkey

Student
Jun 17, 2022
138
Suicidal, homicidal, anger, rage, regret
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,028
Pointless.... The good times are gone for good and never coming back.
Tired.... All I want to do is sleep.
 
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Ihate314

New Member
Sep 12, 2020
3
My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?
I'm tired. Just very tired of trying so hard every minute
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
dissatisfaction
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Agitated
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Fear and panic
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Irritability
 
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Dizzylady80

Dizzylady80

Experienced
Nov 5, 2020
226
Sadness, pain
 
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C

chronicallybroken

Student
Jul 16, 2022
161
Numb, after my breakup a few days ago - this is bad because I know the pain will come back and hit me with a vengeance.

Hopeless, because I think I have BPD which seems like a life sentence.
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
247
doom
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
Dread/hopelessness
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
At least today, for a fleeting little bit of time. I feel grateful, grateful for the kind hearted, considerate and caring souls in this indifferent world.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
sadness
 
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Hollowmon

Hollowmon

Sad Girl
Jul 4, 2022
20
Guilty. I keep making my mental health other people's problem.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Anxious
 
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Scrubs2016

Scrubs2016

You cannot live without Darkness.
Dec 28, 2020
26
Today? I feel like I need female company and a hug? So... Lonely
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,028
Sadness.... Missing what I had. Too stupid to know how good it was.
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
973
Is there a word for tat feeling we have when the card castle we've been building for a long time goes down suddenly in less than a second? That's how I'm feeling...

Sadness.... Missing what I had. Too stupid to know how good it was.

Don't be so hard on yourself. Our mind is tricky when we look into the past with all the information we have now. There was no way for you to have these insights back then, you're not stupid, as much as we can feel ourselves like being. I know the pain is unavoidable, but you don't have to carry all the burden you're carrying right now.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,028
Sadness... Every day is sadness. From when I wake til I sleep.
 
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ArcherFiles44

Member
Mar 20, 2022
89
Shame that I can't cut the mustard in this life. Want to break cycle of rebirth. Forgive me God.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,028
So tired.... Wanna go to bed.
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
Over it. I have to wait until Friday night or Saturday night to CTB. Just need to be sure that I won't have any unexpected visitors who might find me and stop me. Victoria Police can kiss my arse.
 
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