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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,273
good luck!! be patient with yourself as you will never instantly be perfect at something, practice is key. <3


aw, i'm so sorry. i hope you change your mind and that things get better for you. if you go through with it though i hope it is as peaceful and painless as possible. <3
I would never change my mind my goal is my suicide asap.

Why do i have to continue living even another minute? I don't
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
213
I would like to move out. I think my mental health would improve if I did. Don't know how I'm gonna do it though considering I can't work🤷‍♀️
 
ineedssris

ineedssris

cocaine laced in, still gon face it
Mar 3, 2026
42
My goal is to be able to permanently stay in my current country of residence and become a nurse (most likely a MH nurse, but I'm still open to trying different units). Once I become a nurse, I want to be able to keep my employment and not get terminated a discriminated against because of my mental health.
good luck! i hope you can accomplish these goals and that you are able to overcome any obstacles. i'm very proud of you for trying. :)
This is a great post.

thank you for your kind words i'm smiling ear to ear rn.

My short-term goal is to obtain disability benefits as this would benefit my household greatly and help fund treatment.

Currently, I'm on the hearing stage for both SSDI and SSI.

I have a top disability firm working on everything and they should hopefully reach out soon.

I was denied at the reconsideration stage unfortunately, for SSDI it was due to not meeting the criteria for blindness or issues with my viusal field.

That's what they go off of as I only have 32/40 work credits.

I was denied for SSI since they think that I can work with limitations but it's impossible due to my vision being too unstable for a conventional job.

This is the most realistic goal and ultimately doable but it will take time and patience.

awe i wish i could give you a hug, im so sorry you're experiencing this. the government is full of a bunch of people who get paid to do nothing all day atp.

when my family tried to apply for foodstamps why waited to send us the paperwork until the fuckin paperwork expired. they don't care about the citizens or the people, only themselves.

hopefully, you will be able to receive funding and get your benefits as you are deserving of them.

My long-term goal is see single and clearly in both eyes without struggling in addition to feeling barely functional each day.

I want to play video games, watch television, read books and enjoy movies again like I used to when I was younger.

Once my vision is more stable I would like to continue to learn how to drive, start community college and go back to working a full-time job.

you got this!! take it one step at a time, i can't wait for you to be able to do those things so i can cheer you on. you deserve that. keep your head up and remember that you are doing your best which is more than enough. you are appreciated and cared for.
I would never change my mind my goal is my suicide asap.

Why do i have to continue living even another minute? I don't

i understand as i feel a similar way. much love to you, sending hugs your way. 🫂
I would like to move out. I think my mental health would improve if I did. Don't know how I'm gonna do it though considering I can't work🤷‍♀️

i wish you luck! if it's a i can't leave my house situation you could try work from home jobs. content creation is always an option too!

i just recently got a job at sonic last month, has helped me a lot with my mental health. :)
 
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