Discussion What does your username mean?

[BPDbitch]

You can't be that bitchy. You've been here for a little over two months and have over 126 posts with your account still intact

I must be doing a good job restraining myself on here It helps that most people on this site are good folk unlike the idiots I deal with daily lol

 

[Nutshell]

Stolen Leonard Cohen lyrics.
They fit.

 

[itsmeagain]

I must be doing a good job restraining myself on here It helps that most people on this site are good folk unlike the idiots I deal with daily lol

it happens like that bahah. Trust me, i know some real bitches. But, if it makes you feel better, maybe you can be a female dog like the name implies. Which doggy are you? :0

 

[Dead Horse]

Mine is just a name. But not my real name. I am too paranoid to even use my first name on sites like this. I just happen to like/admire 4 different people with this name, each one for very different reasons (a singer, a writer, a teacher of mine and an old friend) and that's why I picked it.

 

[Otter]

Fairly self explanatory. I'm a dad and a dead beat.
DBD

Should be MOW! (master of words)

 

[Epsilon0]

Epsilon Zero or Epsilon Naught is a parameter in physics that stands for vacuum permittivity. It represents the capability of a vacuum to permit electric fields.

I thought it was a fitting metaphor for the absurdity of life: the vacuum symbolizes the nothingness into which we are born, and the electric fields symbolize the human race, inhabiting that nothingness.

 

[lostangel]

I read a quote where ''suicidal people are just angels who want to go home''. I liked the sound of it. It made me feel not guilty about wanting to ctb.

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

My inner demons really come out to get me during the night hours.

The thing that has kept me alive this long is a sense of hope and patience. An opposing force to those demons, like an Angel.

Same here, part vulnerability.. part being in my head too much.

 

[Empty Smile]

Teach me your CTB ways master. You were compiling a list of "unfortunate" accidents after all

My username is obvious to any Pink Floyd listener. I chose it while I was incarcerated and in solitary confinement. It was part of a message of hope that I wrote on the brick wall among all the negative graffiti.

Yep, huge Floyd fan here. My name comes from the song "Wearing The Inside Out".

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

My username is just Latin for "the tragedy of life"--which is exactly why I'm here. Nuff said.

 

[Root]

My roots.. Where did I come from? What happened to my ancestors? Who were they?

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I am cynically hopeless and hopelessly cynical

 

[Backwoodsqueer]

I like the woods and I'm gay. Pretty simple.

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

I like the woods and I'm gay. Pretty simple.

I love it lmao. Got all these complex or deeply rooted names and thennnn...

 

[imademypicture]

Mine has a double meaning I guess. On one hand it means that I've made up my mind to die. In a way, I have already painted my life on a canvas which represents the "picture". And the other meaning is quite literal. I've made this picture is of a girl with a bag around her head choking herself using some 3D softwares.

 

[enjoy]

i have this username on a few other unrelated websites. it's also the name of a musical artist i like and a nod towards a skateboard company i dig (enjoi).

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

i have this username on a few other unrelated websites. it's also the name of a musical artist i like and a nod towards a skateboard company i dig (enjoi).

Yeah I remember the panda

 

[Rome Horseman]

My nick name is Rome and Horseman comes from the show Bojack.. I had a life like him where i had it all and my BPD (myself) fucked it up.

So I feel like I'll be a horse if i was in Bojack Horseman.. better yet, i feel like one of his many kids we didn't know he had

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

My nick name is Rome and Horseman comes from the show Bojack.. I had a life like him where i had it all and my BPD (myself) fucked it up.

So I feel like I'll be a horse if i was in Bojack Horseman.. better yet, i feel like one of his many kids we didn't know he had

Interesting but I like the show and your symbolic approach. I definitely understand what it's like living with BPD.. I've been there.

 

[decafe]

I spelled Decaf wrong when I was a kid.

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

I'm suicidal, and if you talk to anyone that knows me, I am extremely unique and very eccentric

 

[Life sucks]

Life sucks

 

[TimeLawyer]

My username is a play on Timelord, because I am a big fan of Doctor Who. I am not an actual lawyer, but I have had a multitude of legal battles just to survive and it feels like I am bargaining for time on this earth..

 

[Ryuk]

Shinigami deathnote

 

[Viola]

Character from Twelth Night.

 

[Sweet_Lullaby]

When CBT time comes, I want to go listening to some soft music, like a lullaby. One last song to comfort me on my final moments. Something among the lines of that American Horror Story episode, when Jessica Lange CTBs. Such a beautiful scene.
Edit: video for reference

 

[Marchioness]

greek goddess of the soul who didn't start out as a god.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I have done my best to become the best person I could. I am not perfect, but I am conscientious and ethical, I own my shit when I become aware it is shit, I try to do no harm, I am sincere. I respect who I've worked so hard to become, a good person.

In spite of all my effort to heal and become the best person I can, I am screwed by external circumstances over which I have no control.

In retrospect, I recognize calling myself a good person sets me up for judgment and disdain when I am being more human than good, or when my actions don't fit in someone's paradigm of good. Fortunately, I didn't say I'm a perfect person, or the villagers would have shown up with their torches and pitchforks. :)

I want to go out thinking of myself this way, as a good person, affirming myself and a lifetime of effort, and that I am not to blame for my circumstances.

 

[Squiddy]

Squidward was taken so Squiddy it was because I like him and can relate to him

 

[BPD Barbie]

Eh, I'm a girl, who likes barbie, who has BPD and Bipolar

Squidward was taken so Squiddy it was because I like him and can relate to him

Come forward Squidward we must see you!