What do you hate about yourself?

[iamthezero]

I seem to ruin everything I touch. Even people aren't excused. I'd like to think I try to be a good person. But the road to hell is paved with good intentions. I just wish I could be the girl in my head. Maybe in another life.

 

[Aristodemus]

I hate my wasted life, time I can never get back.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Would I sound arrogant if I said that I didn't hate a single thing about myself? Yeah, there are some things here and there that I need to work on. Self healing is a lifelong process. Sometimes you fall, then you pick yourself back up. You make mistakes here and there. But I love everything about who I am as a person.

 

[iamthezero]

Would I sound arrogant if I said that I didn't hate a single thing about myself? Yeah, there are some things here and there that I need to work on. Self healing is a lifelong process. Sometimes you fall, then you pick yourself back up. You make mistakes here and there. But I love everything about who I am as a person.

Hmm, not arrogant...just... new? Its actually a pretty admiral thing. I think everybody wants to be able to say that

 

[Dani Paradox]

Hmm, not arrogant...just... new? Its actually a pretty admiral thing. I think everybody wants to be able to say that

It makes it a lot harder to have to ctb, let me tell you. Sometimes I wish I still hated myself just so that it would be easier...

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Above all my flaws i hate that my heart wont stop beating

 

[Aity4883]

I don't even know what "I" am.

I feel like what "I" am is split into two.





One side, this body/everyday person.

The other side, me, the consciousness/soul/thinking being.



I hate everything about the first side.

I don't hate the second side.





However the second side is like 5% of what makes me "me" right now. So I hate my life. I hate this body. I hate that I can't be myself.

 

[c824767]

I hate myself so much. The thing that keeps me going is I have a method. and today collected the last important tool. Without a method, I am despondent.

 

[Ky204]

I hate myself to the core of my being.

 

[LonelyCarioca]

What don't I hate about myself? If I liked even one thing about myself, maybe I wouldn't be here.

 

[jesse]

I hate that I was born. I hate that I was abused. I hate that because of everything that's happened to me every day is either depressing or terrifying. Honestly I'm a monster internally. I'm so screwed up that killing myself before I can hurt someone is probably the morally correct thing to do. If I believed in conventional morals I would have done it ages ago (though I guess I did try once /sigh). I hate that I'm too indecisive and scared to just get it over with.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I hate that I don't have a passion.
I hate that I'm not talented.
I hate that I'm not able to support myself.
I hate that I made stupid decisions.
I hate that I fucked shit up.
I hate that I have nothing going on in my life.
I hate that I am judged by everyone around me.
I hate that society will condemn me for who I am.
I hate that society will condemn me for wanting to kill myself
I hate that I want to kill myself.
I hate that I'm scared to kill myself.
I hate myself.
I hate this shit.
Fuck life and fuck me.

I am so sorry. I hate that I just wrote a fucking essay on useless shit about a useless, worthless piece of shit like me.

Thanks, you saved me from writing that.

And I also hate my teeth and I hate that I'm smart enough to know I'm stupid.

I wish I was oblivious to it.

 

[AnnonyBox]

My face, my personality, my health, my failure at anything I'm passionate about, you know, all the usual stuff.

 

[Wayfaerer]

That I see a lot of my mother in myself except I'm male so it is even worse.

I hate that I didn't get those mothafuckin surgeons numbers in 2004/2005. Had to get the surgeons numbers, had to get the surgeons numbers. Just click the mouse, click the fucking mouse! This goes round in my head 24/7

It's an old post but I know you're still around. I understand exactly what you mean but within another context. My life changed forever from being late by a matter of mere seconds. The kind of regret that will stick for a lifetime!

 

[White_Room293]

I feel like I've failed a lot and I'm afraid of being hurt. I don't hate myself that much but apparently since I'm trying to kill myself I'm supposed to hate myself a lot

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

I hate myself
I hate how i look
I hate how sensitive i am
I hate my low self esteem
I hate that i was born

 

[Dawn0071111]

Everything.

 

[Quitter]

Would be easier to list things I don't hate about myself, like, uhhh.....

 

[Root]

I've made really bad decisions. My family suffers because of me. I ruined my life. I hate it that I'm still alive.

 

[eremito]

It is no use hating anything. Hate is unproductive and destroys are. I believe that is may be more advisable to come to terms with myself and Destiny

 

[peacefully31425]

I feel the same way, even though I don't like to acknowledge it. I just wish I wasn't so weak.

 

[clarelively]

I hate that i can't control my emotions
I hate that i'm often blinded by my rage
I hate that i'm failing my studies
I hate that i'm a disappointment to my family
I hate that i'm a burden to my friends
I hate that i'm socially awkward
I hate that i can't move on
I hate that i can't make new friends (some of my 'best friends' ditched me even tho i apologized and tried my best to change)
I hate that no matter how hard i try to fix things i'll always fail
I hate that i can't be grateful
I hate that i'm always stressed
I hate that i don't have the guts and too much of a chicken to actually ctb
I hate that even tho my life sucks i still have this tiny ray of hope, oh how i just want to kill that hope and end it all, holding on is getting more and more unbearable by the minute

 

[sadgirl2002]

I hate everything about myself, both my looks and how I am. I hate how much of a giving person I am.

 

[Nem]

I hate the fact that I never broke up with my ex at the start when I saw red flags. Biggest mistake of my life

 

[Bathsheba]

I hate the fact I'm a fool.. I embarrass myself everyday.. and when I'm not embarrassing myself I'm torturing myself by reliving my embarrassing moments

 

[Astral316]

I hate my stupid brain and my stupid face.

 

[Moonstruck]

My indecisiveness, my jealousy, my looks, my broken brain. Most of all I hate that I used to give all of myself to others and got let down when I got nothing in return. Definitely made me the introvert I am today.

I hate the fact I'm a fool.. I embarrass myself everyday.. and when I'm not embarrassing myself I'm torturing myself by reliving my embarrassing moments

Yes, this! I relive moments of regret constantly.

 

[Numbtopain97]

I hate my survival instinct.

 

[hybridtheory]

lord, the question should be what do you like about yourself? because I got nothing

 

[marconk]

I'm disgusting