What do you hate about yourself?

[Miss clefable]

Do I even have to answer this question

 

[lady_godiva]

Mostly my lack of motivation. No motivation to better myself, no motivation to kill myself. I'm just sitting here stagnating in my own misery and all I can bring myself to do is bitch about it.

 

[Philip]

Mostly my lack of motivation. No motivation to better myself, no motivation to kill myself. I'm just sitting here stagnating in my own misery and all I can bring myself to do is bitch about it.

I've know that feeling for a long time now

 

[SomeGuyDK]

I don't hate myself. I hate the human body that I am trapped in. People marvel over life on Earth, but I think its violent and a painful experience for every species. All species behavior is dictated by natural instinct. Even to kill yourself you have to overcome your natural instinct of survival. Evolution on this planet is not a miracle, its misery of countless lives for billions of years. But, there is good news; Earth will die and all species will die with it. That will be the happiest moment in the history of of this planet.

And yet looking at some animal eating another animal alive, most people marvel about how beautiful nature is. Because not marvelling at nature would shatter their worldview. We even try to escape our natural habitat because it is so unpleasant, and we are even high in the food chain.

 

[wanttodie]

i hate Everything about me

 

[AgingLoser]

I have no motivation or passion.
I'm self loathing.
I'm weak.
I avoid confrontation.
I squandered my youth.
I'm lazy.
I'm boring.
I'm unimaginative.

 

[Ranza]

I hate not being able to love little, everything I feel is very intense.
I hate wanting to fix what can no longer be repaired.
My selfishness is so selfish.
that the peak of my egoism is wanting to help
I hate my perfect life while innocents bleed

 

[Metavoid]

I hate my ass. It's always been flat and no amount of squats does anything.
I hate the fact I'm lovesick and hopelessly romantic and dependent on romance and I can't be happy single.
I hate the fact I gave up and lost a lot of my dreams, talent and ambitions for love.
I hate that I hate people. I wish I was more sociable.

 

[TAW122]

I hate the fact that I am born with a developmental disorder called "Aspergers" which makes it very difficult for me to interact with others socially, have a healthy social life, have friends, or even do things that most people take for granted (or comes easy for them). I also hate that fact that I'm a pansy when it comes to pain and not masculine; I wish I never existed. There are other things, but this one really negatively affects my day to day life.

 

[Donna]

Me , I hate almost everything about myself ..I hate that at times I'm over sensitive, I hate that I feel the need to over explain myself to people that really don't care but pretend they do .I hate that I'm empty inside and can't get over the feeling .I hate that I have been taken advantage of .I hate when people say get over yourself ,don't do anything stupid because your being selfish .

 

[Throwaway563078]

Everything. I really hate that I hate myself

 

[trilogy]

I hate that I'm so absent as a person.

 

[Philip]

Me , I hate almost everything about myself ..I hate that at times I'm over sensitive, I hate that I feel the need to over explain myself to people that really don't care but pretend they do .I hate that I'm empty inside and can't get over the feeling .I hate that I have been taken advantage of .I hate when people say get over yourself ,don't do anything stupid because your being selfish .

Amen Donna.....

 

[skitliv]

I don't know, all of it

 

[Help_Me]

I hate the fact I'm lovesick and hopelessly romantic and dependent on romance and I can't be happy single.
I hate the fact I gave up and lost a lot of my dreams, talent and ambitions for love.

True. Sometimes i think i made just one wrong choice which destroyed everything. ok, i never had talent, but at least i could try to do something cool, something which would potentially make me a bit happier.

 

[Over it]

I struggle to find things to like about myself, or why other people would like me.

I hate that

• I'm not the person I used to be prior to my narcissistic abusive marriage - physically, emotionally and mentally, socially
• Where I am in life, getting nowhere.. I guess I have improved to where I was a year ago, but it's at a bloody snail pace and that frustrates the hell out of me.
• I'm not the mother I always hoped I would be to my children.
• I have no motivation
• I wake up every day thinking is this it...
• I wish I could just snap out of it and get my shit together but it never happens.. I need a reset button, or a delete button
• self confidence is non existent , therefore why bother

Just to make a few...

 

[diyCTB]

I hate that I fear talking with other people and not understanding them.
I hate that nobody understands my problem.
I hate to be a rug for people.
I hate to depend on people for survival.
I hate that my life is uncertain.
I hate that I will have to CTB.
I hate that I am affraid of CTB.

 

[Circles]

I hate that I'm sensitive in regard to myself and that I expect others to also treat me with sensitivity due to my many hardships all the while I treat everyone coldly and callously.

Everything. I hate being human.

 

[BlueThoth]

I hate that I am completely useless. I have no talents. I hate I will always be a loser wage slave.

 

[Dead Meat]

I hate myself
I hate existing like this

 

[Final Escape]

I hate that I'm sensitive in regard to myself and that I expect others to also treat me with sensitivity due to my many hardships all the while I treat everyone coldly and callously.

I'm extremely pessimistic and lazy. I have that awful disease called learned helplessness that strikes from time to time. I think I have early onset cognitive decline.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

My apathy towards everything. My inability to finish what I start. My laundry list of physical and psychological issues. The way I dislike people and how withdrawn I've become due to hating the world. How awkward and uncomfortable I am with every little interaction or undertaking. How everything inconveniences me and how drained I am by it all. My lack of success and perseverance in anything meaningful. The way I look. How tall I am and don't physically fit anywhere comfortably. My lack of discipline and how easily I cave when it comes to things like overeating or spending too much money. My lack of desire to better myself or learn new things, or have any type of stimulating experiences. The way I avoid anything and everything unless it's absolutely 100% necessary.

 

[okyeah]

I hate things I cannot change. Personality traits. Who I am as an overall person. The way I am gatekept from doing things that are fun because the people I naturally make friends with are not fun people. Apparently I am not a fun or interesting person to be around so I am excluded from groups that do have fun.


Just need to end my shit life.

 

[Maravillosa]

My laziness
My passive-aggressiveness
My whining
My sense of entitlement
My hypocrisy
My excessive guilt for little things yet feeling little guilt for big things

 

[Jewels]

I hate that I'm sensitive in regard to myself and that I expect others to also treat me with sensitivity due to my many hardships all the while I treat everyone coldly and callously.

I hate myself

 

[starcrossedfate]

I push away the ones that sincerely love me the most and open up to the ones that completely sabotage me.

 

[Prime]

I have some personality disorders which make me a "weirdo". But still I don't hate myself. I have a very fine brain, I am tall, the girl I love calls me smart and handsome and that I am one of a kind, et cetera. I don't hate myself. You see, I am not ending my life. Life is ending me.

 

[optimumorange]

I hate that I have a mental illness that controls every aspect of my life and trying to fight it leads you into a deeper and deeper hole of despair because it always wins

 

[Counting down]

I hate that I can't write what I want to here.
I hate the shame I feel.
I hate that I have put up with my problems for 20 odd years.
I hate myself for being ok with the idea of leaving me kids behind even though I love them so.

 

[End.of.the.line]

I hate my appearance, my physical weakness, my decreasing motivation, my coldness, my bitterness, my perfectionism, my manipulative core, my low levels of empathy, my cynicism, my dependence, my sensitivity, the frailty of my ego, my selfishness, my avoidance, my avoidance, my avoidance.

Don't judge yourself so harshly, nobody's perfect. Even though I don't know you, I'v seen you around on here and read a few of your post. you really seem like a smart intelligent person that has a lot more going for them then they think.