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What cause you're suffering

  • Mental health disorders

    Votes: 38 66.7%
  • Not having a romantic partner Loneliness and isolation

    Votes: 24 42.1%
  • Chronic illness

    Votes: 13 22.8%
  • Addiction and withdrawal

    Votes: 8 14.0%
  • Unresolved trauma

    Votes: 23 40.4%
  • Loss and grief

    Votes: 12 21.1%
  • Poverty or financial stress

    Votes: 17 29.8%
  • Disability

    Votes: 14 24.6%
  • Injury

    Votes: 6 10.5%
  • Abuse

    Votes: 10 17.5%

  • Total voters
    57
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,457
I am just trying to gauge what cause most of us to be here selecting multiple options is enabled


Mental health disorders
  • Anxiety Disorders. ...
  • Depression. ...
  • Bipolar Disorder. ...
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) ...
  • Schizophrenia. ...
  • Eating Disorders. ...
  • Disruptive behaviour and dissocial disorders. ...
  • Neurodevelopmental disorders.
Chronic illness
A chronic illness is a long-lasting health condition, typically lasting a year or more, that requires ongoing medical care or limits daily activities. Examples include heart disease, diabetes, cancer, and arthritis. These conditions are often controlled but not cured, and can significantly impact a person's daily life
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Mage
Feb 9, 2025
545
Demons, but I guess, someone might consider me as schizophrenic.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Mage
Feb 9, 2025
545
I also have demons that are responsible for my pain and suffering
They take great delight in tormenting me, spiritually abusing. It is hell on earth, and worst of all. I cannot talk about this to anyone because people think I am nuts or crazy.
 
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imjustamtfgirl

imjustamtfgirl

24TFAus
May 3, 2025
7
borderline personality disorder , bipolar 1, ocd, ptsd, adhd, anorexia, ARFID, depression,anxiety, POTS

7 bulged discs one operated on which has led to chronic sciatica

$0 in the bank and no job

Whats even the point with all that?
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
526
To all of that, I would also add: without hope for the future, each passing year seems like a more hostile world to live in. Too much uncertainty and bad news everywhere... Disasters, wars, international conflicts, inequality of opportunity, scarcity of resources, corruption, and terrorism...
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,457
To all of that, I would also add: without hope for the future, each passing year seems like a more hostile world to live in. Too much uncertainty and bad news everywhere... Disasters, wars, international conflicts, inequality of opportunity, scarcity of resources, corruption, and terrorism...
i believe the maximum number of poll option is ten which there are otherwise i would added a few more
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
283
My illness and my mental pain. Not even the "doctors" know what I have. They're too stupid. I've seen nine psychiatrists and twelve psychologists for nothing. I have more diagnoses than a bag of candy. Anyway.
 
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kamyzyak

Per aspera ad aspera
Jul 21, 2023
9
Struggled for several years with bpd and depression, fixed that shit up a bit with therapy only for my chronic illness to start getting worse. Apparently life really doesn't want me to live it.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
345
Mostly my life. My mother wasn't the best as raising me I still carry resentment towards her.

Ik she did the best as she could but still she increased my suffering

Moslty I am a messed up kid
Been with depression since 12 ofc I'm trying my best to cope and seek help.

But still there's some days I wish I didn't have to live in this world, idk is there something I'm doing wrong or I'm not working hard enough but the cycle never ends.

Medication helps but to what extent.
 
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SoulCage

SoulCage

Student
Dec 28, 2023
127
I am easily overwhelmed by the world and the rules of society. Mentally, I am always exhausted, because I think to much and because I have to withhold my true feelings. therefore, I struggle to find work that ensures my survival. Living poor, working just to survive is crushing me. One might say that my problem is fixable, I "just" have to learn how to cope better and upgrade my skills. The problem is... I already tried that so many times in many different ways. I just can't figure it out. I am always tired and nobody employs tired workers.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
242
Ultimately having my mind snap and wandering away from society. From beleiving that others were controlling my life and telling me what to do.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,004
Old age could be regarded as a chronical illness, but basically it is a category of it's own.
Extreme masochism and autassassinophilia could be regarded as mental health disorder, but basically it is so insane as homosexuality. It causes no pain, quite the contrary, pain causes lust in this context.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,491
Mostly, I just don't like having to sustain a life I don't even want. There are issues you mentioned that trouble me- stuff that happened in childhood, bereavement and financial concerns. Really though, it's simply the slog of life that bothers me. Working or, worrying about work. All the domestic and self care crap we need to do. It's all varyingly tedious to the point of feeling painful to do and for very little reward it feels. Most pleasurable things now are just desperate distractions to push/ bribe myself through. None of it justifies the effort I'm having to put in (for me.)
 
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