What are your deepest, darkest desires?

[letsgetittogo]

Geez, this made me think of that one manga called Mai-chan's Daily Life. (Don't look up if you're faint of heart)

What's it about?

 

[MiraiShisen]

Eradicate all life in earth or universe, not because I am maniac or something but just because how it operate and works. Up until homo sapiens all life was only about daily survival, pain, killing etc.. yes also sex which is good for most of the life (or people) but for me its just another chain that is controling me, I can not control it, it just exists and all the living beings just do stupid things for it. Maybe this is reason why super inteligent life is so uncommon in universe, because when it gains consciousness and understanding how this shit works, they will just decide that life is shit and delete their planet. Yes I know, its from my point of view.

 

[Malaria]

What's it about?

In a nutshell: A girl who can't die and has the ability to regenerate, and people around her abuse that in the most horrible ways.

 

[letsgetittogo]

In a nutshell: A girl who can't die and has the ability to regenerate, and people around her abuse that in the most horrible ways.

Considering what I posted earlier about wishing someone I loved / was attracted to would hurt or kill me, that doesn't sound half bad :p
On a real note though, that would be fucking torture and it'd probably make me queasy to read

 

[Malaria]

Considering what I posted earlier about wishing someone I loved / was attracted to would hurt or kill me, that doesn't sound half bad :p
On a real note though, that would be fucking torture and it'd probably make me queasy to read

It's very gory and involves some extremely messed up torture scenes. I definitely don't recommend it if you're sensitive to gore, torture, and the like.

 

[letsgetittogo]

It's very gory and involves some extremely messed up torture scenes. I definitely don't recommend it if you're sensitive to gore, torture, and the like.

I'll probably check it out, I find that kind of stuff morbidly interesting. I mostly just haven't gotten any good recs because all my irl friends are normies LMAO

 

[fishlover]

im a big fan of guro and id love to hurt or kill someone romantically/sexually or have the same done to me. cannibalism would be nice too.

 

[trashprincess]

I want to be someone's pet. I want to be controlled fully by them, and they can do whatever they want to me. But they're just nice enough to me that I don't mind being their property and not being able to leave.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

In a nutshell: A girl who can't die and has the ability to regenerate, and people around her abuse that in the most horrible ways.

That's truly horrifying. A fate worse than death. Being forced to suffer and still being unable to die from it. Yikes.

I want to be someone's pet. I want to be controlled fully by them, and they can do whatever they want to me. But they're just nice enough to me that I don't mind being their property and not being able to leave.

There are people here who have the desire to control people like you. Though I think they'll be nice to you. They'll feed you and entertain you just enough to where you'll never choose to defy them

 

[sserafim]

There are people here who have the desire to control people like you. Though I think they'll be nice to you. They'll feed you and entertain you just enough to where you'll never choose to defy them

I want to control you @ijustwishtodie. I'll go to the UK just to find you. Baby, I'm preying on you tonight, hunt you down eat you alive, just like animals

 

[an_alias]

Get castrated
Die in a relatively painful way
Be a big fat JERK and let the people I don't like know that I CTB'd

 

[letsgetittogo]

Get castrated
Die in a relatively painful way
Be a big fat JERK and let the people I don't like know that I CTB'd

Getting CASTRATED?? That made me queasy to just think about. What about it appeals to you?

 

[an_alias]

Getting CASTRATED?? That made me queasy to just think about. What about it appeals to you?

I hate my penis, not in a trans/non-binary way but in a sex-repulsed asexual way. It symbolises everything I hate about being male and everything I hate about others

 

[letsgetittogo]

I hate my penis, not in a trans/non-binary way but in a sex-repulsed asexual way. It symbolises everything I hate about being male and everything I hate about others

That's interesting,,, i guess it makes sense if sexuality makes you uncomfortable.

Is there procedures that accommodate for that sort of thing?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I want to control you @ijustwishtodie. I'll go to the UK just to find you. Baby, I'm preying on you tonight, hunt you down eat you alive, just like animals

Omg, how hot- I need a master like you asap

Though that means that I'll have to dedicate my other lifetimes to @LXXCH instead unless if I somehow reincarnate as your relative or something... hmm

 

[sserafim]

@ijustwishtodie Btw where in the UK are you from? Fun fact: my sister went to school in the UK. She went to CLC lol

Omg, how hot- I need a master like you asap

Though that means that I'll have to dedicate my other lifetimes to @LXXCH instead unless if I somehow reincarnate as your relative or something... hmm

I'll come to the UK to find you. Baby you think that you can hide, I can smell your scent for miles

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Death.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

@ijustwishtodie Btw where in the UK are you from? Fun fact: my sister went to school in the UK. She went to CLC lol

I'll come to the UK to find you. Baby you think that you can hide, I can smell your scent for miles

you are a bit scary!

 

[sserafim]

you are a bit scary!

I'm joking; it's song lyrics lol

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

which song? i don't know of it

 

[sserafim]

which song? i don't know of it

Animals - Maroon 5

 

[whywere]

To be worth trillions and give 100% away. To children's hospitals, pet rescue centers, anything worthwhile. Also, I would NEVER want anyone to know who gave the money to help. I so dislike stuck up, egotistical people.

Walter

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

thanks! that was new to me, maybe not my fav but i should expand my horizons

 

[Untimely]

I want to get r*ped. I know I'm sick and twisted. I also want to be a pornstar. Maybe that's because I see sex as something dirty and taboo…

I feel like this is a lot more common than you would think, just based on with my past partners fantasies and such. It's pretty easy to replicate in a safe way

 

[falling_snow]

Honestly, this ended up uhmmm yeah, interesting? Freud would be proud

 

[4am]

i always wanted to be killed by a serial killer, or in a mass shooting, or especially on an event like 9/11. i just want my death to not be unique, to kinda fade away amidst other deaths if that makes sense

 

[kilowatt]

To kill people.
I have a lot of elaborated fantasies about it, very often. I think about it a lot. I would absolutely dedicate my life to being a hitman because of the money that pays off and my guilty pleasures.
Firstly I would love to have a body all to myself. Examine it through decomposition and probably even study it anatomically. Before you call me a freak, I am a medical student, although I'm aware it sounds weird.
On another note I would absolutely butcher up and hunt down all kinds of rapists. I find death penalty too kind on them. This is due to my own personal experience and mindset but I stand by it.

Looking at this thread I think my confession is a little different than the others..

 

[Agon321]

The police want to know your location.

This discussion is honey to my completely depraved mind.
I don't necessarily want to share my dark thoughts.
I don't want to be labeled a psychopath.
Even on this site I suppress my thoughts.

However, I believe that every person has some dark thoughts. Most people just don't "brag" about it.
Or maybe it's my delusion.
Whatever, have fun.

 

[winamp]

None other than liking golden showers

sorry to be *that* person but I have so many questions regarding this (not into that but wouldn't shame someone for this, I just find it fascinating due to its rise in popularity) not that you're the piss expert or anything I assume/I know you can't speak on behalf of all of those people

list of questions out of curiosity:

-is there like a preferred colour/shade of urine for some people who are into that (smell, pungentness, taste, ?time left out? etc.)

-how do you view people who do this for health reasons

-why do people find this odd or outlandish if f***** e********** exists/is popular or is the same thing to people or is tagged as that in some pornography

-regarding previous question, do you think for most people it starts with *that* and progresses to liking stuff related to urine except people just say their into *that* instead to avoid being seen as weird and because that's more socially acceptable although it does still involve some urine

-why are so many people who are into that extremely rich sometimes (rumors of people usually in different countries flying people out and paying for vacations / paying thousands of dollars just for mostly women to do that to them) possible sign of good luck or prosperity in the future ?

-does this mean that you prefer cleaning products that have ammonia in them / sniffing ammonia sometimes (new thought/question that appeared since I remembered it can smell like that based on hydration or time period it is left out but also this relates to question number one I guess)

-thoughts or opinions on fairs and events that allow people to do that in public ? / would you ever attend it ? (not that that's any of my business just curious to see if you're aware/in the know)

anyways sorry for a wall of text/questions I am just curious (you don't have to answer any of them or some of them by the way)

 

[anotherlastchance]

Doing amphetamine again having really dirty sex with a nice girl then ctb with her so I can somewhat die with a smile on my face I remember the first time had sex when I finished I was thinking now I can finally die happy