What are your deepest, darkest desires?

[LXXCH]

Not if I find him first

idm if you have them for the rest of this lifetime bc all their next lifetimes are going to be with me

 

[sserafim]

idm if you have them for the rest of this lifetime bc all their next lifetimes are going to be with me

That's fine with me. I'll gladly have him in this lifetime

 

[dödsängel]

I want to eat a human being.

 

[sserafim]

I want to eat a human being.

You can eat me

 

[Malaria]

I want to eat a human being.

Honestly, I've always wanted to try cannibalism at least once...

 

[dödsängel]

You can eat me

I have a specific criteria for who I would eat tbh. No men because that's gay, nobody fat because ew, and only someone with pale skin. Someone attractive or at least average probably too. Not that it's a sexual thing to me, but eating an ugly person feels kinda gross.

 

[sserafim]

I have a specific criteria for who I would eat tbh. No men because that's gay, nobody fat because ew, and only someone with pale skin. Someone attractive or at least average probably too. Not that it's a sexual thing to me, but eating an ugly person feels kinda gross.

Well thankfully I fit all those criteria :) I'm an attractive Asian girl. You can cannibalize me after I die. I also only want to eat beautiful people too

 

[sserafim]

Another thing I would be willing to try:
impregnating a girl and eating the baby
Babies probably taste good
and seeing her reaction to me eating our kid would be hilarious

You can impregnate me if you want jk

 

[Rocinante]

None other than liking golden showers

Another thing I would be willing to try:
impregnating a girl and eating the baby
Babies probably taste good
and seeing her reaction to me eating our kid would be hilarious

insane

 

[sserafim]

None other than liking golden showers


insane

He can impregnate me; I'm down for it

 

[dödsängel]

None other than liking golden showers


insane

Would you make a girl drink your piss?

 

[Rocinante]

He can impregnate me; I'm down for it

@dödsängel x @sserafim otp

 

[dödsängel]

@dödsängel x @sserafim otp

I'm loyal to a certain female .net mod

 

[sserafim]

I'm loyal to a certain female .net mod

SS?

 

[letsgetittogo]

I've always wanted to be murdered by someone I love / someone I find attractive. Like having them stab me or shoot me in the stomach or something. Nothing quick, I'd want enough time to realize what's happening

 

[dödsängel]

SS?

no it's a joke about some weird feminine guy we know

 

[sserafim]

no it's a joke about some weird feminine guy we know

Oh lol

 

[jar-baby]

I want to get r*ped. I know I'm sick and twisted.

fwiw, rape fantasies are common among women (there are a lot more studies and articles on this if you look).

I don't know. I view sex as something gross and disgusting, but secretly I want to have it

I think this is (at least) a theory for why these fantasies are common among women— the cognitive dissonance that arises from wanting sex but feeling that you're not supposed to for some reason (maybe grossness for you, or belonging to a puritanical culture). There are other theories too. Well, probably. I don't know enough ev psych to elaborate.

(rip my search history rn)

 

[winamp]

Another thing I would be willing to try:
impregnating a girl and eating the baby
Babies probably taste good
and seeing her reaction to me eating our kid would be hilarious

There's a book series where this happens that's I saw reviews for

I think it's called Baby in a Blender

I don't know the name of the other ones but they are pretty wild and extremely short by the same author on a Splatterpunk indie novel site

 

[sserafim]

There's a book series where this happens that's I saw reviews for

I think it's called Baby in a Blender

I don't know the name of the other ones but they are pretty wild and extremely short by the same author on a Splatterpunk indie novel site

@dödsängel let's do it

 

[winamp]

@dödsängel let's do it

can't happen unless you happen to be related to said user

because if I remember correctly in the series the protagonist has relations with both his sister and mother

(this is a common theme in the series for shock value especially in this genre (I have noticed that most reviewers and splatterpunk enjoyers are kind of tired of/beating a dead horse thing) if there isn't rape or some kind of sexual form of torture or pedophilia or murder there's always probably a bit of incest)

 

[dödsängel]

can't happen unless you happen to be related to said user

because if I remember correctly in the series the protagonist has relations with both his sister and mother

(this is a common theme in the series for shock value especially in this genre (I have noticed that most reviewers and splatterpunk enjoyers are kind of tired of/beating a dead horse thing) if there isn't rape or some kind of sexual form of torture or pedophilia or murder there's always probably a bit of incest)

Lol people love reading fucked up shit

 

[sserafim]

Lol people love reading fucked up shit

We can be related through marriage

 

[winamp]

Lol people love reading fucked up shit

same, although I haven't had the time to read much

here's a short version of my list

120 days of sodom (started it never finished it, watched the film before since it's a classic in cinephile and disturbing media circles)

story of the eye

hogg (may not read this one it's really messed up from the reviews I've seen)

exquisite corpse (really good, didn't get to finish it because other people at the library kept checking it out)

the necrophiliac (or whatever it's name was, it's a French book)

some of Aaron Bauraguards stuff although there's mixed reviews

etc.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Wow, what a thread.

I've got fairly dark fantasies too but the last time I told them to someone she left me, not because of my fantasies since hers were worse, but just because I'm that much of a loser.

For me, just being romantically involved with someone is far too lofty and twisted of a fantasy for me to ethically indulge in.

 

[Malaria]

There's a book series where this happens that's I saw reviews for

I think it's called Baby in a Blender

I don't know the name of the other ones but they are pretty wild and extremely short by the same author on a Splatterpunk indie novel site

Geez, this made me think of that one manga called Mai-chan's Daily Life. (Don't look up if you're faint of heart)

 

[winamp]

Geez, this made me think of that one manga called Mai-chan's Daily Life. (Don't look up if you're faint of heart)

too late I read that years ago
worst mistake of my life and I know it's terrible because when I re-read it after a friend mentioned it 2 years ago I had so much blocked from the manga that it was even more shocking than the first time

so I think for the sake of the safety of the public no one should read it (getting war flashbacks) and if they want to they should just stick to that one shocking manga that made rounds a few years ago called Metamorphosis although I hated that one and saw many flaws in it (it was all edge no point imo but one could also say that about the other except the other is much worse and more memorable or forgettable due to the shock and absurdity)

have you seen the live action film I haven't
and I haven't looked into any reviews on it

 

[untothedepths]

This is really weak but the only thing I'd want is to be able to read people's negative thoughts about me so I never want to bother them. I see it as a dark desire because what I want to do is mind read since I'm terrible at 'reading the room' or I don't want to bother people.

 

[sserafim]

This is really weak but the only thing I'd want is to be able to read people's negative thoughts about me so I never want to bother them. I see it as a dark desire because what I want to do is mind read since I'm terrible at 'reading the room' or I don't want to bother people.

I've always wanted to be able to read minds as well. I wish I could know what other people are thinking. I also wish that I could mind control people

 

[Malaria]

too late I read that years ago
worst mistake of my life and I know it's terrible because when I re-read it after a friend mentioned it 2 years ago I had so much blocked from the manga that it was even more shocking than the first time

so I think for the sake of the safety of the public no one should read it (getting war flashbacks) and if they want to they should just stick to that one shocking manga that made rounds a few years ago called Metamorphosis although I hated that one and saw many flaws in it (it was all edge no point imo but one could also say that about the other except the other is much worse and more memorable or forgettable due to the shock and absurdity)

have you seen the live action film I haven't
and I haven't looked into any reviews on it

I haven't seen the live action film. Not sure if I'm ever going to.

Metamorphosis more made me sad than disturbed. Especially the ending, that nearly got me teary eyed.