starsshinebright
Galatea Claude ily
- May 4, 2026
- 6
just tired and sleepy, a bit lonely i guess since i havent talked with any of my friends in a while
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Spite
I don't like this world.
- Aug 20, 2025
- 416
I truly feel hopeless. I'm losing interest in everything. I'm losing the will to live. Without the will to live... I can't do anything. I'm just existing.
For nearly a month now I have completely and I mean completely lost interest in my creative hobbies. It's like this total, all-consuming anhedonia that suffocates my very soul. I can barely bring myself to do something as simple as playing a video game or watching a show. I just have ZERO motivation to partake in anything. When I come home from work I just sit and stare at my screen for hours on end, either clicking through tabs, refreshing pages, or simply staring off into space - I'm zoned-out. I don't do anything.
I desperately wish I could get back into my creative hobbies but it's like I have to force myself to do it, and it's so uncomfortable.
I also just overall feel hopeless, worthless, pathetic, and loathsome. I really am a waste of life and I should have been aborted.
thefirstluminary
never knows best
- Mar 9, 2026
- 51
Bybye
Member
- Sep 24, 2023
- 33
Weird.
In a "I could dig my nails into my chest to rip it open, let all the garbage pour out" kind of way. I'm so mad I haven't put that feeling into a drawing.
extremelyugly
Member
- May 6, 2026
- 5
Just an emptiness that's never going away again. The world is all full of negatives for me, and I cannot cope with it anymore, and I cannot lie to myself anymore, and I just stopped caring about doing anything anymore. I'm dead. I'm just an angry, resentful, pathetic, hideous-looking zombie. There's not a single thing in my almost 30 years of age noteworthy, and that will not change. So... why? Why? There isn't a reason to continue. I want it to stop. How? Idk.
Dejected 55
Visionary
- May 7, 2025
- 2,749
I am perpetually frustrated either because of observing how horrible the world is or because nothing I say or do makes any difference in how my life evolves. Everything just gets a little worse each day. I feel like I have a lot to give, but it goes completely to waste for lack of anyone to give to. None of the "advice" from people makes any sense to me or is completely antithetical to who i am and what I believe. There doesn't seem to be any way I can have anything but a miserable life, and yet I've been unable to find a way out either. I don't know what to do anymore and everything frustrates me.
