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starsshinebright

starsshinebright

Galatea Claude ily
May 4, 2026
5
just tired and sleepy, a bit lonely i guess since i havent talked with any of my friends in a while
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
416
I truly feel hopeless. I'm losing interest in everything. I'm losing the will to live. Without the will to live... I can't do anything. I'm just existing.

For nearly a month now I have completely and I mean completely lost interest in my creative hobbies. It's like this total, all-consuming anhedonia that suffocates my very soul. I can barely bring myself to do something as simple as playing a video game or watching a show. I just have ZERO motivation to partake in anything. When I come home from work I just sit and stare at my screen for hours on end, either clicking through tabs, refreshing pages, or simply staring off into space - I'm zoned-out. I don't do anything.

I desperately wish I could get back into my creative hobbies but it's like I have to force myself to do it, and it's so uncomfortable.

I also just overall feel hopeless, worthless, pathetic, and loathsome. I really am a waste of life and I should have been aborted.
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
45
Annoyed and upset at everything things don't make sense to me anymore
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