Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Unsure and Useless]

Interacting with my brother always makes me suicidal. He shames me for feeling tired, sad, mad, but then he blows up at me whenever I dare to ignore his feelings. Not only that, but he often imposes double standards on me whenever he wants something to be mad at. He left food out - to the point where he was playing video games and slept through the entire day - so I thought he wasn't intending on eating it, but when he found out it was eaten after being left out for 12 hours, he blew up saying that all I do is "sit on my ass" and stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind him

This feels trivial to rant about here. Nobody wants to hear my familial drama, but I just want to starve and die. I wish I didn't have to eat. I wish I had the strength to CTB