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yearned

yearned

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Apr 23, 2026
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self-explanatory. im trying to conjure some thoughts up but can't right now. i wonder what are things you want to try or experience before CTB. when i was using drugs, i really wanted to experience a dmt breakthrough at least once (i still havent, only got halfway there). i would love to try base-jumping. i would love to document my parents life experience through interviews as a time capsule for perennity. turns out i have conjured some thoughts, your turn !!!
 
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skyisblue

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May 18, 2026
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Sky-diving, but i don't think I'll get that opportunity before i CTB. being in the air seems so nice
 
Bsauce

Bsauce

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May 18, 2026
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when i was using drugs, i really wanted to experience a dmt breakthrough at least once (i still havent, only got halfway there)
I'd recommend ayahuasca, it'll get you there.

I would like to go rogue for a week, detach from everything, stay in a nice quiet place in the woods. Actually the main motivation for me to CTB is the impossibility to live like that.
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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jetskiing, flying a plane or helicopter (even just for 30 seconds lol),
thats all i can think of rn.
i already did bungee jumping at a big festival before.
there was no enjoyment in it i only bungee jumped for the bragging rights.
 
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s_o_a

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May 4, 2026
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even though it sounds cliché, but real love. or even a deep platonic relationship.
 

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