what are the reasons that you don't rope.

[kuroshimi]

I just afraid to imagine what would happen after. Or maybe I just procrastinate too much.

I still had some hope left and don't want to stop experience things. Sometimes I had periods when I feel "okay".

But I think I just scared of uncertainty (?). I don't believe in afterlife, but still afraid of nothingness. And, of course, I don't want to hurt my family and friends.

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

My mom
Fear
Loss of self

 

[vascomorrow]

what are the main reasons stopping you from doing it right now. I'm asking because I'm looking for reasons not to rope myself.

I found my friends brother in the woods 20 years ago. He hung himself off a fallen tree. It was disgusting he was bloated.

It was traumatizing.

I would not want to traumatize anyone who would find me like that.

 

[killdozer]

Family would be sad but i doubt ive even been worth being around recently so maybe they wont be too mad, need to get revenge, I want to try hard drugs

 

[witchcraft]

Fear and uncertainty is the major one.

Two... is a bit specific, but I am a big Lord of the Rings fan, and the scene where Theoden has to bury his own son always really stuck with me. I don't want to put my parents through that, regardless of whether I'll be around to give a shit about it or not, so I'm waiting until they die.

 

[Macedonian1987]

My parents are still alive. I postponed my ctb for years because of them, but recently my health issues worsened and I cannot live with this pain and loneliness anymore. Sorry mom and dad, I tried...

 

[DonLockwood]

A genuine hope that something randomly good hops into my life, or I somehow kick my ass into gear. Also my parents, they really do love me but I just cant see a future that I want to live in. I dont want to put them in a situation where they have to bury their own son.

Its also impossible for me to get the pressure points right lol

 

[trulyautistic]

I just afraid to imagine what would happen after. Or maybe I just procrastinate too much.

I still had some hope left and don't want to stop experience things. Sometimes I had periods when I feel "okay".

But I think I just scared of uncertainty (?). I don't believe in afterlife, but still afraid of nothingness. And, of course, I don't want to hurt my family and friends.

yea i understand where your coming from somedays i feel fine to its just random where the loneliness hits me extra hard. thats good that you have family and friends.