what are the reasons that you don't rope.

[kuroshimi]

I just afraid to imagine what would happen after. Or maybe I just procrastinate too much.

I still had some hope left and don't want to stop experience things. Sometimes I had periods when I feel "okay".

But I think I just scared of uncertainty (?). I don't believe in afterlife, but still afraid of nothingness. And, of course, I don't want to hurt my family and friends.

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

My mom
Fear
Loss of self

 

[vascomorrow]

what are the main reasons stopping you from doing it right now. I'm asking because I'm looking for reasons not to rope myself.

I found my friends brother in the woods 20 years ago. He hung himself off a fallen tree. It was disgusting he was bloated.

It was traumatizing.

I would not want to traumatize anyone who would find me like that.

 

[killdozer]

Family would be sad but i doubt ive even been worth being around recently so maybe they wont be too mad, need to get revenge, I want to try hard drugs