I'm sick and tired of life.

[taker_of_insulin]

My life has been hell the past 3 months. I'm sure you can look at my previous posts to see my situation.

I went on a drive with my dog to calm my mind and reduce my stress. I ended up getting multiple bolts and nails in all 4 of my tires. I don't have the money to buy four new tires. Money is one of the main reasons I'm doing this, so it's just a sign from fox telling me to kill myself. Why the hell would he destroy all four of my tires if he didn't want to kill myself?

Fuck health insurance companies and fuck everything else.

I've got my .357 magnum in my front seat. I'm sitting in the parking lot of my local park. I'm done.

I probably wouldn't be doing this right now if I didn't catch nails and bolts in all of my tires. So if f the world wants to fuck me, then I don't give a fuck anymore. I've been dealing with shit for too long.

 

[Al_stargate]

Damn man, I'm really sorry you going through this. Fuck. Maybe there is something that can be done about tires. Maybe send a message to some friends or look around for used ones on marketplace. But idk, I know there is no free stuff in life. I know in US health insurance is no 1 personal bankrupcy reason. Someone who needs insulin to survive should never be in position where they have to stress about it. I know it's marked up ridiculously in US because laws preventing barganing with big pharma. Unbelievable levels of corruption and distain for human condition. That place needs some kind of revolution. I know I can't really give you advice. You probably exhausted every option possible. Damn man, I don't know what to say. Wish there was a way for you and I pray and hope there is.

 

[ilovenewyork]

Are you really going to end your existence over the cost of 4 tires? I get that it sucks but have a sense of humor and shake it off. It's just a bad day

 

[Spit On My Grave]

Damn man, I'm really sorry you going through this. Fuck. Maybe there is something that can be done about tires. Maybe send a message to some friends or look around for used ones on marketplace. But idk, I know there is no free stuff in life. I know in US health insurance is no 1 personal bankrupcy reason. Someone who needs insulin to survive should never be in position where they have to stress about it. I know it's marked up ridiculously in US because laws preventing barganing with big pharma. Unbelievable levels of corruption and distain for human condition. That place needs some kind of revolution. I know I can't really give you advice. You probably exhausted every option possible. Damn man, I don't know what to say. Wish there was a way for you and I pray and hope there is.

I agree with your statement

 

[geepeedee]

hope you find peace if you decide to go.