What are the last things you'll do before ctb

[LastDayOnEarth]

For me its think I'll just eat a nice meal, shower, sit by a lake and stare, things like that

 

[Aphid]

same, maybe I'll go on a walk or something, though itll probably be me just shooting off a bunch of goodbyes and buying people wishlist items n shit.

 

[TheEndIsPeace]

Nothing, I have no bucket list or anything of that sort as I have completely lost all desire to live, so i'll probably just rot in my room until the time comes to do it.

 

[DoubleYefreitor]

My first attempt at CTB I had some chicken noodle soup and put on some music as I was waiting to pass. I think I'm going to do the same the next time.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had the option to peacefully cease existing and never be tortured in this terrible, dreadful existence ever again then I'd just be relieved to finally be at peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing, I don't wish to do anything rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious with this torturous, cruel existence all gone and forgotten with no more torture and no more suffering, non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive no matter what.

 

[ILoveCats2]

Idk, I will do it in the morning so I will not have the time to do a lot. Maybe the day before I'll talk to a girl I really like and to my friends, family. But it will be raining the day before so I won't be able to do a lot...

 

[PanaxMan]

For me its think I'll just eat a nice meal, shower, sit by a lake and stare, things like that

Hopefully I die outside and not in a library although I'll probably be watching yt or listening to music or pirating anime

 

[Dinozauria]

I don't have a solid plan but I think what I'll end up doing is getting some fast food for dinner, going on a walk to get to my actual CTB location, then listening to some music one last time

 

[broken serenity]

Idr what I did the first attempt but my besties said I visited their dorm and watched Adventure Time together (forever ago)

IDK about this time; I can't predict the future. Hopefully cuddle up with my partner and pass away peacefully. That's the plan.

 

[SDB]

Nothing I'm just gonna go do it

 

[historiaegiptu]

Ideally i would love to have a long honest conversation with a stranger about anything and everything but realistically ill walk around the forest and maybe smoke weed

 

[outrider567]

I'll make sure the place looks good, which it always does anyway, don't want the cops to think that I was a slob

 

[purebliss]

Ideally i would love to have a long honest conversation with a stranger about anything and everything but realistically ill walk around the forest and maybe smoke weed

If you are in Germany I can be that stranger ^^
I have weed as well. Being fucked up together is more fun than alone

 

[gardenoflonely]

I don't know what I want anymore. I would say to be held for once but I have no one. I just want it to be over. I will bedrot until I have my method together

 

[chudpolonais]

i think i'll go on an absolute bender trying all the restaurants i've been meaning to try for a looooooong time

 

[otoyikim]

I honestly don't know. But i will say this, the last thing i will do is tell my psychologist to call an ambulace on my family's house because my father had a heart attack last year and my grandmother has her heart only functioning by 25%. I am genuinely scared they might die of shock. I don't want them to. I really don't.

 

[historiaegiptu]

If you are in Germany I can be that stranger ^^
I have weed as well. Being fucked up together is more fun than alone

Sadly im from poland

 

[HeyBoogahJr]

For me its think I'll just eat a nice meal, shower, sit by a lake and stare, things like that

Sounds nice, does the lake have any meaning to you? What would you eat?

I'll be at the beach, I'll eat a bunch of food, send off some emails and hookup with many dudes.

 

[OkayFine]

I've never gotten high. Maybe I'll try, might make the passage easier.

 

[6486159051]

I don't think I'll do anything special. Probably just shower and brush my teeth.

 

[heroingirl]

get a credit card, take out a loan, get a nice meal, buy the peole close to me the things they want and deserve, write a few notes, and then pass on. i'm not married and don't have kids, so my debt would die with me

 

[dearlydeparted44]

Eat a delicious meal. Meditate and prepare my mind and soul for the transition. Relax. Then, just get on with it.

 

[kouna]

Nothing, I have no bucket list or anything of that sort as I have completely lost all desire to live, so i'll probably just rot in my room until the time comes to do it.

Same thing here. Probably nothing.