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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
519
Greetings fellow Lupie! Is yours SLE as well?

Over the years I've had painful, swollen joints. On one hand I'm thankful there's no organ damage (came very close), but on the other hand I have no valid reason to apply for assisted suicide.
Several countries will now approve assisted suicide for such medical suffering- Canada, Switzerland, Belgium and other EU countries don't require a "6 month terminal prognosis from physician"
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
. Person I thought I would be with forever
. My dear grandparents
. confidence / ability to behave normally
. 2nd try person I thought I would be with forever
. Whatever the opposite of shame is
. My chance at a normal life
. Best friends
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
1. My father -passed when I was 16

2. My ex -broke up with me because he thought I cheated, I didn't and never would

3. The relationship between my living father -I still feel guilty even though it's not my fault

4. Kitten -My ex got me a kitten and nobody ever wanted to get an animal with me before.

5. Will to live -Obviously
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
My mother, my pets, my mental health...
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
The ability to trust anyone
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

l
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
My ability to move without extreme discomfort or pain
 
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filtfarfar

filtfarfar

Member
Apr 12, 2021
37
My health. Those of us who lost our health have a front row seat in hell.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
My family, my friends, my pets, my hobbies... I feel like I've lost everything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,368
My health, I have ear problems as well as other health problems and I no longer have silence. My body will continue to deteriorate as I get older. Also my will to live and any hope. It can be argued that I never had that in the first place. This life is only temporary, when we die we lose everything. Death makes all life meaningless.
 
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arslongavitabrevis

arslongavitabrevis

Hermit
Feb 11, 2020
15
The life that I could've had were it not mired with so much pain, grief and ancestral trauma.
 
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heraclitus23

Member
May 26, 2021
46
Myself, in my marriage.
 
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Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
My Aunt who passed due to substance abuse, my other aunt, my maternal grandparents, my paternal grandfather and step-grandfather, my will to live, my hope.
The life that I could've had were it not mired with so much pain, grief and ancestral trauma.
I'm so sorry... I relate.
 
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Jer1188

New Member
Mar 20, 2021
4
Free will - my father's respect
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
~Family and other loved ones (including pets);
~Friends and babies due to sudden death or death that could have been prevented;
~Myself - although, I am not so sure if I ever truly knew myself;
~Trust in myself, my mind, and my body not to mention trust in others;
~Losing everything I shed blood, sweat, and tears over for decades in order to provide for other loved ones so that their life might be just a little bit easier than mine was. And then, to top it off - that loss? Well it happened at the very same hands of the same people I had shed blood, sweat, and tears over to provide for. Felt so incredibly betrayed, blindsided, and ultimately broken after that one. I built every thing I had from the ground up through my own hard work and it was ripped away from me by the very people who swore they cared from me.
.. sighs... feels like I could go on forever, but I will stop there.

I have learned a lot and grown from all of this - and that helps sometimes, but it does not necessarily make it better or 'cure' me cause other times? The pain is so incredibly eviscerating it drops me to my knees in agony.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
every single penny I had.
 
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Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
280
- my faith and my trust in my family sans my Mom, after having unshakable faith in them for 33 years (I think this caused some form of PTSD) - I'm 37 now
- my sense of reality (broken from the point above)
- my Grandma
- many dear pets
- my sense of purpose
- my chance at having a child
- my faith in myself
- my sense of self worth
- my childlike pure faith and comfort in Christianity
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
My comfyness
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
My love
 
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