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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
Well this it. I've been waiting on this moment for a long time. I'm so glad I found this forum and found information I wouldn't find anywhere else. I appreciate you guys.


My protocol:
Fast the whole next day.
2am start dry fast (no water), took 4mg Xanax
2:30 Xanax 4mg
3am 600mg ibuprofen,
3:15 100mg meclizine
3:30 milk of magnesia 30ml,more xanax 4mg, start mixing SN drinks
4:00 ingest SN 25grams - If vomit or don't pass out after 20 min, drink the second cup


Someone took my scale so I'm gonna have to eye ball, hopefully everything goes right.


I have Orajel mouth numbing gel to mask the taste and also gonna hold mouthwash in my mouth for some time too

Wish me luck folks, I can't fail this.

Love y'all ❤️
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
209
Well this it. I've been waiting on this moment for a long time. I'm so glad I found this forum and found information I wouldn't find anywhere else. I appreciate you guys.


My protocol:
Fast the whole next day.
2am start dry fast (no water), took 4mg Xanax
2:30 Xanax 4mg
3am 600mg ibuprofen,
3:15 100mg meclizine
3:30 milk of magnesia 30ml,more xanax 4mg, start mixing SN drinks
4:00 ingest SN 25grams - If vomit or don't pass out after 20 min, drink the second cup


Someone took my scale so I'm gonna have to eye ball, hopefully everything goes right.


I have Orajel mouth numbing gel to mask the taste and also gonna hold mouthwash in my mouth for some time too

Wish me luck folks, I can't fail this.

Love y'all ❤️
Let me know how it tastes
 
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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
If I'm not back on here within a few days, that means I succeeded and you can ban my account
 
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BrailleTogepi

BrailleTogepi

They/Them
Feb 6, 2023
60
Good luck. I wish you peace
 
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Exiled spirit

Student
Dec 25, 2019
103
I hope you find peace. ♥️
 
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looking_for_peace

looking_for_peace

Student
Dec 4, 2022
195
I've seen you around the forum often, it will be a shame to see you go. I hope everything goes smoothly. Best of luck!
 
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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
Thanks everyone for the kind wishes
 
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ksp

ksp

Arcanist
Oct 1, 2022
435
whatever the result, i hope you don't suffer and find peace
 
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ElfenLied

ElfenLied

Aren't we all monsters inside?
Jan 15, 2023
40
Good luck friend, I hope that everything works out and that you finally find peace.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,628
I hope you find peace. Good luck.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,133
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Lunareonn

Lunareonn

professional crashout artist
Feb 6, 2023
124
See you on the other side, friend
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
May you find the peace you seek.
 
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randy

Student
Jan 6, 2023
155
:'( :heart:
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
386
Hope everything turns out as planned and that you get the results you are hoping for. It's been nice having you around the forum here with us. You will be missed. xo, j
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
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CantWait2D1E

CantWait2D1E

Archaon, Herald of the Apocalypse
Dec 24, 2022
146
Wow, I remember our private conversation about SN sources like it was yesterday. I'm a little in shock reading this thread. Sorry it has come to this point, you seemed like a pleasant person.

I will wish and wish for you that you have a successful trip to the afterlife. I hope it does exist and you spend an eternity in paradise. A shame about your scale. That is my only concern about your method. I would assume consuming to much rather than too little is the way to go.

Let me know how it tastes
From what others have said, very salty. Naturally. Like sea water if you ever been to the beach and accidentally drank some.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,004
I wish you so much peace love! See you on the other side!
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
709
Hope you find peace with whatever you decide to do
 
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valkyrie

valkyrie

Member
Feb 11, 2023
84
All the best wishes 💖
 
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CantWait2D1E

CantWait2D1E

Archaon, Herald of the Apocalypse
Dec 24, 2022
146
I'm going to assume OP succeeded due to the radio silence

Rest in Peace OP 🙏🏻
 
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WaitingToGo

WaitingToGo

Experienced
Feb 18, 2023
233
Rest in peace my friend
 
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cellar door

cellar door

nox
Feb 17, 2023
39
hope you find peace if you decide to do it, see you on the other side
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
May you rest in peace and may your soul find freedom and belonging.
We see each other soon ♥️🫡
 
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Helios-III

Member
Feb 15, 2023
8
I hope everything went according to plan. Rest In Paradise, you brave soul.
 
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NHLTradeRumor

NHLTradeRumor

wow life sucks
Dec 13, 2022
106
May you forever rest in peace, I'm hoping to join you soon.
 
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