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FiryPheonix

FiryPheonix

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Mar 7, 2026
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I'm not going to bother making a timeline or anything like that but I will be fasting for 24 hours the last couple hours will be a water fast. As soon as I'm ready, I'll start by consuming a massive dose of benzos (probably xanax 5-10mgs) and put on a timer for 15 minutes, as soon as the timer hits I will drink 25-50g of SN and black out before I have time to realize whats happening. And then boom, lights out. Anything I should add or change to my plan, open to suggestions. I don't currently have a source for anti emetics but can potentially order from Tor markets if they are really that helpful, are there any other more commonly found drugs I can take for the nausea. I was just hoping that the xans would put me to sleep pretty quickly before the SN starts causing any significant discomfort.
 
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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
152
Dont fast for so much + where at AE?
Dont fast for so much + where are AE?
 
FiryPheonix

FiryPheonix

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Mar 7, 2026
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I heard that AE is not necessary but there will be a lot of vomiting if i dont take it
Dont fast for so much + where at AE?
Dont fast for so much + where are AE?
Also I dont have any idea where I would get AE, does it only have to be the dopamine antagonists or can I use the other ones
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
152
Read every protocol thread, AE is necessary to avoid vomiting
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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Apr 29, 2026
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I heard that AE is not necessary but there will be a lot of vomiting if i dont take it

Also I dont have any idea where I would get AE, does it only have to be the dopamine antagonists or can I use the other ones
Has to be the antagonist one. I've seen some people acquiring them from online pharma. Try looking for online pharmacies in the searchbar
 

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