You'd probably think I seem really together if you met me, I laugh and joke with people and they have no idea that I'm just fed up with life, I can't be bothered struggling, alone for another 20 or 30 years just to exist.
I think some people end up here from traumas, some from depression, some from other life pressures, and some who have just had enough (and lots of other reasons too), but ppl don't have to be the stereotypical tv style suicidal person with haunted eyes and an empty soul.