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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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Even though I've had the opportunity many times, I still haven't bought a rope and actually ended my life with it yet. Reason being, I would still like to live long enough to see the day when fully legalized euthanasia can be available for people like us. While I have no desire to live until I'm 100+, perhaps that is how long I would have to live. My desire to die fluctuates, and at the moment, I am still enjoying my alcohol and weed, so that keeps me alive. I recently partied with my cousins and we all participated in these things.

But recently when I went in for a med review, I told the doctor exactly what I think about the right to die and how the peaceful pill should be available at the pharmacy. As long as I didn't have a plan to exit, I didn't have to worry about hospitalization. I was honest about the fact that I still had plans to enjoy life and I do recall mentioning that the stuff I described in my earlier paragraph would happen.

I also want to publicly apologize to anyone on here that I have ever been an asshole to. If you see my name and you don't like me, that's okay, but I still wanted to say that I am sorry. If you want to open up about how I hurt you, feel free because I truly am sorry.
 

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