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loser4ever4life

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Apr 10, 2025
44
I feel as though I could've done so much, helped so many people, researched and perhaps discovered something new in my field, I feel that I've wasted what chances were given to me. With the reality of what I'm about to do growing on me, I feel as though I have to say sorry to everyone that I wasn't strong enough to carry on.

Anyone relate?
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Member
Mar 15, 2025
72
In a way, Yes. I'm basically old now, too late to change anything even if I wanted to. So I'm not throwing away potential, I was just stupid and couldn't figure out what to do with it and now one way or another am close to death. I've been a stupid waste of time. But for you, I would say, you don't owe anyone an apology. It's nice of you to feel that way though.
 
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StrugglingSienna

StrugglingSienna

Suicidal Trans Girl
Mar 16, 2025
184
I'm nothing special. I never claimed to be. But I do believe that I'm an intelligent person who could improve the world in my own small little way if I decided to stick around. But I feel so much pain these days and I'm so disgusted by the world these days that I feel little interest in helping it, besides my family and friends. For sure, I am wasted potential, that's exactly what I am.
 
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The_Hunter

The_Hunter

What respect is there in death?
Nov 30, 2024
333
I'm nothing special. I never claimed to be.
But I do believe that I'm an intelligent person who could improve the world in my own small little way if I decided to stick around.
I think that's something special. My humble opinion!

But I feel so much pain these days and I'm so disgusted by the world these days that I feel little interest in helping it, besides my family and friends. For sure, I am wasted potential, that's exactly what I am.
if something is still there, waiting; then it isn't lost forever :)
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,134
I feel as though I could've done so much, helped so many people, researched and perhaps discovered something new in my field, I feel that I've wasted what chances were given to me. With the reality of what I'm about to do growing on me, I feel as though I have to say sorry to everyone that I wasn't strong enough to carry on.

Anyone relate?
Mine was stolen from me. So maybe slightly different. But net result is the same.
 

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