ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

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you could've said it was for curing meat or whatever
That's what I was thinking. There has to be a number of uses for sn other than self deliverance—have one of those uses ready for an excuse.
 
Comfortably Numb

Comfortably Numb

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Feb 16, 2020
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Hi @Livinginhell
Just trying to better understand the flow of events....
A post of yours from May said you bought SN
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/do-you-have-your-supplies.15962/post-306477
It seems you still had it in August
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...les-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/post-392813

So you bought more in September ?
What happened to the SN you already bought in May ?

I'm sure there's a logical explanation, just trying to understand it a bit better....

Not trying to speak for @Livinginhell but in his opening post he did say ...

Fortunately I have 3 tubs hidden in different places , so gave them 1
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
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Oh and I hope the pro-lifers and haters who are lurking read that - feel free to pm me for details, I can prove this to be true!

I am struggling to get hold of it - UK seller or shipped in
That's what I was thinking. There has to be a number of uses for sn other than self deliverance—have one of those uses ready for an excuse.

I will say, it never bloody arrived and I went to give a bad review and get a refund and they were gone, so bought a shotgun instead, only joking.
 
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I got really worried while reading this, while I don't have a history of police interaction (much, maybe 1-2 times they caught me in a suicide attempt...) but I do smoke cannabis and am dependent on benzos which are in the house. I know my best bet is to keep them at the door (if this is true and they turn up) but they could use that as an excuse to search. Is there anywhere I could hide the SN outside the house? Like vacuum seal it and bury it somewhere...but I've no ideas where I won't be seen. How many people have reported visits so far, 2?
edit: also am I worrying over nothing, they couldn't be so bothered as to get a warrant to search for drugs right? Or would they even need one if they smelt the cannabis??
 
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a.n.kirillov

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I got really worried while reading this, while I don't have a history of police interaction (much, maybe 1-2 times they caught me in a suicide attempt...) but I do smoke cannabis and am dependent on benzos which are in the house. I know my best bet is to keep them at the door (if this is true and they turn up) but they could use that as an excuse to search. Is there anywhere I could hide the SN outside the house? Like vacuum seal it and bury it somewhere...but I've no ideas where I won't be seen. How many people have reported visits so far, 2?
Should work as far as SN isn't temperature sensitive(?)... Make sure to put it in a solid container though and vacuum seal several times
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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I bought sn back in September from a famous auction website.
Today I had a visit from the police. They said they had had a phone call from police Scotland, (I'm Midlands, England), who were investigating someone selling sn and my details had come up. Basically it was a welfare check and wanted my sn. Fortunately I have 3 tubs hidden in different places , so gave them 1. They threatened to call an ambulance and have me assessed, but I explained I'd bought it in September so they said they would be in touch with mental health services and to expect a call/visit.
So just be wary, I bought it in September!

Sound the same like the whole thing with A and his N fuck
 
Livinginhell

Livinginhell

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Aug 13, 2018
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The last thing I wanted to do is cause fear, I am not lying, what would I gain from that?
Yes I bought 1 pack in May, which I still had in August. My house mate found that so I bought some more. I met a partner on the partner megathread, we decided to go via Co in my car but she wanted an extra backup so she ordered and had them sent to my address as she was coming to my town and couldn't have it sent to her address. She got cold feet and haven't heard from her since.
Like I said I have a history with the police, and mental health services, but have not had any contact with either since August and have nobody else to tell to give cause for concern. This is why I was so shocked when they turned up and yes I should have handled it better, hindsight.
My intention is not to scare/worry people and I'm really sorry if I had. I have nothing to gain from lying and am not that type of person.
I can't remember who off the site I bought from seen as when I go into my orders it's faded out and can't get details.
 
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Deleted member 14386

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The last thing I wanted to do is cause fear, I am not lying, what would I gain from that?
Yes I bought 1 pack in May, which I still had in August. My house mate found that so I bought some more. I met a partner on the partner megathread, we decided to go via Co in my car but she wanted an extra backup so she ordered and had them sent to my address as she was coming to my town and couldn't have it sent to her address. She got cold feet and haven't heard from her since.
Like I said I have a history with the police, and mental health services, but have not had any contact with either since August and have nobody else to tell to give cause for concern. This is why I was so shocked when they turned up and yes I should have handled it better, hindsight.
My intention is not to scare/worry people and I'm really sorry if I had. I have nothing to gain from lying and am not that type of person.
I can't remember who off the site I bought from seen as when I go into my orders it's faded out and can't get details.
Oh dw lol if anything thanks for the tip-off, it made me think more about the whole thing, what would happen etc. I think I have a solid plan, not gonna post it ofc but I think it's good of you to raise awareness. I just got all panicked is all!
 
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Indieblue

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I got really worried while reading this, while I don't have a history of police interaction (much, maybe 1-2 times they caught me in a suicide attempt...) but I do smoke cannabis and am dependent on benzos which are in the house. I know my best bet is to keep them at the door (if this is true and they turn up) but they could use that as an excuse to search. Is there anywhere I could hide the SN outside the house? Like vacuum seal it and bury it somewhere...but I've no ideas where I won't be seen. How many people have reported visits so far, 2?
edit: also am I worrying over nothing, they couldn't be so bothered as to get a warrant to search for drugs right? Or would they even need one if they smelt the cannabis??
Cctv is everywhere nowdays. If you are going to burry it outside be careful.
 
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Deleted member 14386

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UK really became a dystopia
You wouldn't believe it. Theres a law that prohibits anything except coffee, alcohol and nicotine if it is "psychoactive" in any way. It's illegal to possess kava, kratom, any nootropics, any drugs not prescribed. Anything that isn't what makes them money
 
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rntmss

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If this was Canada, they'd have a doctor authorize a Form 1 so fast and they'd take you warrant or not.
There's a lot of progressive countries that have policies similar to that.
 
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If this was Canada, they'd have a doctor authorize a Form 1 so fast and they'd take you warrant or not.
There's a lot of progressive countries that have policies similar to that.
They honestly don't really give a shit about weed here, especially the times I've seen them (ready to ctb), even when they come in the house they don't take it, so hopefully some cops are becoming a bit 'kinder' on how they treat mental health people, then again they know how to manipulate.
 
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rntmss

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They honestly don't really give a shit about weed here, especially the times I've seen them (ready to ctb), even when they come in the house they don't take it, so hopefully some cops are becoming a bit 'kinder' on how they treat mental health people, then again they know how to manipulate.
There's a serious issue with the way medical professionals can hold you for "psychological evaluation" in this country.

like, I'm not mentally ill. I just don't want to live with my guilt and failures anymore.
 
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There's a serious issue with the way medical professionals can hold you for "psychological evaluation" in this country.

like, I'm not mentally ill. I just don't want to live with my guilt and failures anymore.
That I agree is a major problem. I once got put on a 24+hr hold for something I said that some dumbass misinterpreted and tipped the hospitals off, I hadn't even planned anything I was just talking about ctb'ing and the same day I was escorted away. It's fucked up
edit: this is offtopic but it's also the reason I come to places like these, I can't say shit without being treated like a criminal (edit2: which I am, but I mean like murderer stuff, searching all mail, internet restrictions, curfews)
 
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Dear Flabby

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Feb 20, 2020
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I got really worried while reading this, while I don't have a history of police interaction (much, maybe 1-2 times they caught me in a suicide attempt...) but I do smoke cannabis and am dependent on benzos which are in the house. I know my best bet is to keep them at the door (if this is true and they turn up) but they could use that as an excuse to search. Is there anywhere I could hide the SN outside the house? Like vacuum seal it and bury it somewhere...but I've no ideas where I won't be seen.
Tips for burying things—if you have a small patch of yard/garden, it is spring bulb season;)
Bulbs can go in flower pots, too. Just google bulbs to plant in March + UK, and Bob's your uncle.
The cctvs won't notice that you are planting garlic from the food shop even, as long as you look "garden-ish" as you do it!
 
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Indieblue

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Tips for burying things—if you have a small patch of yard/garden, it is spring bulb season;)
Bulbs can go in flower pots, too. Just google bulbs to plant in March + UK, and Bob's your uncle.
The cctvs won't notice that you are planting garlic from the food shop even, as long as you look "garden-ish" as you do it!
People are genius :pfff:
 
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Lostnotfound

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That I agree is a major problem. I once got put on a 24+hr hold for something I said that some dumbass misinterpreted and tipped the hospitals off, I hadn't even planned anything I was just talking about ctb'ing and the same day I was escorted away. It's fucked up
edit: this is offtopic but it's also the reason I come to places like these, I can't say shit without being treated like a criminal
I don't know if your uk or not but I am and I think it's a case of if your face fits! I attended hospital myself and said I'm going to ctb and they sent me home telling me someone would come see me the next day. They discharged me before someone came out so no help at all. Clearly I don't fit!
 
waterbottleman

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I bought sn back in September from a famous auction website.
Today I had a visit from the police. They said they had had a phone call from police Scotland, (I'm Midlands, England), who were investigating someone selling sn and my details had come up. Basically it was a welfare check and wanted my sn. Fortunately I have 3 tubs hidden in different places , so gave them 1. They threatened to call an ambulance and have me assessed, but I explained I'd bought it in September so they said they would be in touch with mental health services and to expect a call/visit.
So just be wary, I bought it in September!
The UK sounds like a police state.
 
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I got really worried while reading this, while I don't have a history of police interaction (much, maybe 1-2 times they caught me in a suicide attempt...) but I do smoke cannabis and am dependent on benzos which are in the house. I know my best bet is to keep them at the door (if this is true and they turn up) but they could use that as an excuse to search. Is there anywhere I could hide the SN outside the house? Like vacuum seal it and bury it somewhere...but I've no ideas where I won't be seen. How many people have reported visits so far, 2?
edit: also am I worrying over nothing, they couldn't be so bothered as to get a warrant to search for drugs right? Or would they even need one if they smelt the cannabis??

1. Securely hiding SN offsite

For anyone worried about their SN being found during a police search (whether due to illegality or based on suicide/welfare concerns) or by housemates/relatives/friends, measure a lethal dosage (i.e. your relevant Xmg × 3 serves), triple-bag it in small ziplock bags and put it in a portable key safe. Affix this somewhere in a discrete location completely unrelated to any premises that could be linked to you (home, business, friends, relatives etc.). Abandoned industrial sites, back alleyways behind multi-tenant buildings and various other places will usually have narrow pipes, wire fences or similar things you can use. Drop it off at night and ensure you aren't seen. You can even do this with multiple key safes in multiple locations if you want some extra redundancy.

The key safe (with combination you set) ensures that it won't be accidentally found or consumed by others. You might want to clearly label the ziplock bag inside as 'Poison' just in case someone does break in and assume it is recreational drugs.

Generally a key safe, even if someone actually notices it, is assumed to belong to someone else in the nearby businesses/homes for legitimate spare key storage. Note that this works best around locations that no burglar would actually want to force open your key safe and break into. So abandoned and derelict premises are best for this purpose.

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2. Dealing with the police

A few people in this thread have mentioned that if their SN was confiscated they would make sarcastic comments to the police along the lines of 'Are you going to take my bleach and shoelaces as well?' or 'I'd just go jump off a bridge anyway'. Do not make these comments. Never. Not even clearly as a joke. If the police are determined to section you, they will use and even misquote them as evidence to justify their decision, even if they know full well you are making them humorously.

If police do come around and ask about your SN, you have two courses of action. You can either choose the path of least resistance and give it to them, or you can refuse. Factors influencing this decision may include how confident you are around police, whether you have read up in advance on your rights, whether you have spare SN you can retain, whether you have backup methods, and how easily you could obtain replacement SN if needed. In either scenario, it is smartest to not say anything to police. If you're going with the second option, just say 'no comment' to everything. The police are probably largely just following up on information in a box-ticking capacity. If you say 'no comment' and refuse them entry, then they can tick off that they have done everything they could but you have exercised your rights and the matter is closed.
 
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jgm63

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The last thing I wanted to do is cause fear, I am not lying, what would I gain from that?
Yes I bought 1 pack in May, which I still had in August. My house mate found that so I bought some more. I met a partner on the partner megathread, we decided to go via Co in my car but she wanted an extra backup so she ordered and had them sent to my address as she was coming to my town and couldn't have it sent to her address. She got cold feet and haven't heard from her since.
Like I said I have a history with the police, and mental health services, but have not had any contact with either since August and have nobody else to tell to give cause for concern. This is why I was so shocked when they turned up and yes I should have handled it better, hindsight.
My intention is not to scare/worry people and I'm really sorry if I had. I have nothing to gain from lying and am not that type of person.
I can't remember who off the site I bought from seen as when I go into my orders it's faded out and can't get details.
In ebay, you can go to My ebay -> "purchase history"
Under orders, where it says "see orders from", select "2019".
You should be able to see the "Sold by" name...

It would be a really big help if you could tell us who that seller is....
or could you perhaps paste a small screenshot picture here, since we might recognise the product picture....
 
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It's now just after 3am in the UK and I'm awake worrying about this situation.

Not good :-(
 
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In ebay, you can go to My ebay -> "purchase history"
Under orders, where it says "see orders from", select "2019".
You should be able to see the "Sold by" name...

It would be a really big help if you could tell us who that seller is....
or could you perhaps paste a small screenshot picture here, since we might recognise the product picture....
It's pretty awful that this dude reported everyone to the police. I guess he got concerned over the massive influx of orders?
 
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ctbUniquectb

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2. Dealing with the police

A few people in this thread have mentioned that if their SN was confiscated they would make sarcastic comments to the police along the lines of 'Are you going to take my bleach and shoelaces as well?' or 'I'd just go jump off a bridge anyway'. Do not make these comments. Never. Not even clearly as a joke. If the police are determined to section you, they will use and even misquote them as evidence to justify their decision, even if they know full well you are making them humorously.
Oddly enough, I have no comment on your first point.

That said: I was NOT suggesting being sarcastic with police. This is for 2 reasons:
  1. Sarcasm in (written) court reports conveys poorly
  2. With the police, it is best to remain silent
All else aside, as you said: lying cocksucker pigs are lying cocksuckers. They will lie, to strip you of your freedom, to get their sergeant's stripes or detective's badge.

Fuck. All. Police. In. All. Times. And. All. Places.

(including the one reading this thread, you fascist piece of shit)
 
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Jumper Geo

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It's now just after 3am in the UK and I'm awake worrying about this situation.

Not good :-(

It's pointless worrying there could be a number of reasons why the police came to his house, the £9.80 SN seller on ebay is still around but not currently selling SN so he may just be out of stock.

Someone did mention he comes and goes
 
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InLifeThereIsDeath

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Feb 19, 2020
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I found this post literally just after ordering my sn. SN was my back up for another method that is proving problematic (will make a separate post). So I went back and messaged the seller to cancel the order. Postage was very steep as it was from a well known country in the Southern Hemisphere. I hope I can cancel it safely and figure something else out. Anyway thank you for the warning!
 
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autumnal

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Oddly enough, I have no comment on your first point.

That said: I was NOT suggesting being sarcastic with police. This is for 2 reasons:
  1. Sarcasm in (written) court reports conveys poorly
  2. With the police, it is best to remain silent
All else aside, as you said: lying cocksucker pigs are lying cocksuckers. They will lie, to strip you of your freedom, to get their sergeant's stripes or detective's badge.

Fuck. All. Police. In. All. Times. And. All. Places.

(including the one reading this thread, you fascist piece of shit)

I skimmed the thread and was just making up examples of sarcastic comments rather than quoting specific ones.

Agree on your two reasons though.

I do not share the strength of your blanket views on the dishonesty of all police (nor did I say anything like that), however I do believe that all police, even the good ones, know how to bend or circumvent the rules and laws, whether for well-intentioned or malicious reasons.
 
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