musingsofaghost
i think, therefore i am
- Apr 3, 2025
- 35
i have so much debt and i just want to kill myself, but i cant because then the debt will go to my parents, who will then push it to my brother and his partner, who also have an insane debt because they recently bought a new house. i can't do that to them.
im so tired and i wish i hadn't let my parents talk me into signing a 47k contract for a new car when i was 17. i have so many regrets in life but this is the biggest one because i've missed out on my youth thanks to this debt and missed out on so many new experiences because i just have to work all the time. i want to fucking die so i don't have to live with this pressure anymore but i failed my last attempt and i don't want it to fail again. life is just one big joke and i'm the butt of it.
im so tired and i wish i hadn't let my parents talk me into signing a 47k contract for a new car when i was 17. i have so many regrets in life but this is the biggest one because i've missed out on my youth thanks to this debt and missed out on so many new experiences because i just have to work all the time. i want to fucking die so i don't have to live with this pressure anymore but i failed my last attempt and i don't want it to fail again. life is just one big joke and i'm the butt of it.
