Violent ways of CTB I’ve thought about

[puppyboy]

These methods would never be how I'd want to CTB. I think some wouldn't be feasible anyways. Plus I already have a peaceful way to commit suicide. They're fleeting thoughts, but I'd still like to share. And I'm so curious if anybody relates to thinking about ultra-violent things~

- Strapping bombs to myself and blowing myself to pieces
- Hanging myself, but with a drop so high that it takes my head off
- Setting myself on fire
- Shooting myself with a shotgun so powerful it leaves me headless
- Gutting myself
- Slitting my throat to near decapitation

Ah, also the various ways I'd love to hurt myself without dying..
I'd love to be able to saw off my arm. I'd also like to dissect myself, so I can see my innards. Gouging my eyes out, purposely pulling teeth with pliers… the list goes on. I feel so fucked in the head LMAO

 

[ivathantri]

Death by cop, but I guess you haven't thought about that.

 

[Isolatedloner]

I get it. I've seen all these on gore sites so yeah these doesn't make me scared. Just don't do these. If someone records you your death will be on those sites. It's extreme suicide methods.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Bombs and shotgun are the most peaceful methods because you will feel definitively nothing. Only for those who will find your body it could be traumatic.

 

[Isolatedloner]

Bombs and shotgun are the most peaceful methods because you will feel definitively nothing. Only for those who will find your body it could be traumatic.

It would at least be good to do at a secluded or private place such as your house or something like a forest for example. Idk.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I've thought of some of these too. I've considered in the past pulling up to the gas pump at the gas station, but instead of putting the gas in the car, I pour it all over myself and then set myself on fire. I'm not going to do that one but I've considered it.

Also, I've considered decapitation using my rope and my car, all I would have to do is tie one end to a strong enough of an anchor point, like a large tree for instance, get in the car with the noose around my neck and slam on the gas.

 

[judestfrancis]

My intrusive thoughts are like that! They're awful but morbidly fascinating. I used to write extreme horror based on some of them, but I havent had the motivation recently.
An old one I used to constantly have was being involved in a freak accident (like a bus driving through a park, or a bunch of construction stuff falling from scaffolding)