I'm tired of living. Nothing I do brings me joy. I'm 30 and haven't gone anywhere in life and I just don't want to. I shouldn't have to live a life I don't want to anymore. I shouldn't have to keep worrying about how my family feels about everything. I keep coming back to this small sense of hope telling me,"it's ok, you'll get your life together." I'm tired of hearing it because I know now it isn't true. It's too late for me. What's the point of living if you never get what you want in life? All I want is the willpower to overcome that little bit of hope and be done with all of this.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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