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silentroom123

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May 23, 2025
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Attempting FSH tonight if it's dark enough outside. Determined to get this done and I'm not even scared yet (I know I will be soon). Just wanted to make a post as no one in my life knows. Worried it will go wrong obviously but I've just got to risk it. I'll make posts below when I'm about to do it. I really hope I don't get spotted. It's weird, I could be dead in a number of hours, my brain just can't seem to process it.
 
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I hope you find peace. Good luck :heart:
 
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silentroom123 said:
Attempting FSH tonight if it's dark enough outside. Determined to get this done and I'm not even scared yet (I know I will be soon). Just wanted to make a post as no one in my life knows. Worried it will go wrong obviously but I've just got to risk it. I'll make posts below when I'm about to do it. I really hope I don't get spotted. It's weird, I could be dead in a number of hours, my brain just can't seem to process it.
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