kitkatt
Possumpwincess
- Feb 17, 2026
- 134
Fuck rant may be more appropriate 
I'm just so fed up so absolutely FRUSTRATED by EVERYTHING. Want a boyfriend? To bad the men in your area are weird to you, you aren't attracted to them, or worse they're a bigger psycho then I am and I get my feelings HURT. Finally figure out what's wrong with me just to learn it something you can only fucking manage with medication. I am taking my medicine we've adjusted and now I get to feel awful and fucking terrible for what like 3 months is the standard of letting medication run its course to see FUCK ME. I have to force myself to go sleep earlier because I feel like a become an extra big insane person without the sleep but sometimes my body physically won't let me so that's great love that for me. Um fuck what else I of course have the big huge gaps in my memory and there's the general brain fog and constant dissociation. I'll forget things while talking about them lose my place in conversations I'm having it's tough. Then there's the paranoia thoughts then just excessive racing thoughts and I hate it so much. I don't like paranoid and having a short fuse and withdrawing from life. Not that I have much to withdraw from since I'll be forever alone because dating is so awful and abysmal that there's no way I'll find someone who would be a good fit. Alright I guess that's all I wanted to complain about I'm going to go back to "enjoying" my rot day. I'm allowing myself to be miserable today because I feel like it I'll be productive tomorrow.
I'm just so fed up so absolutely FRUSTRATED by EVERYTHING. Want a boyfriend? To bad the men in your area are weird to you, you aren't attracted to them, or worse they're a bigger psycho then I am and I get my feelings HURT. Finally figure out what's wrong with me just to learn it something you can only fucking manage with medication. I am taking my medicine we've adjusted and now I get to feel awful and fucking terrible for what like 3 months is the standard of letting medication run its course to see FUCK ME. I have to force myself to go sleep earlier because I feel like a become an extra big insane person without the sleep but sometimes my body physically won't let me so that's great love that for me. Um fuck what else I of course have the big huge gaps in my memory and there's the general brain fog and constant dissociation. I'll forget things while talking about them lose my place in conversations I'm having it's tough. Then there's the paranoia thoughts then just excessive racing thoughts and I hate it so much. I don't like paranoid and having a short fuse and withdrawing from life. Not that I have much to withdraw from since I'll be forever alone because dating is so awful and abysmal that there's no way I'll find someone who would be a good fit. Alright I guess that's all I wanted to complain about I'm going to go back to "enjoying" my rot day. I'm allowing myself to be miserable today because I feel like it I'll be productive tomorrow.
