Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
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I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you. Though I never dealt with sexual abuse, my childhood was mostly terror. My mother was extremely physically and mentally abusive. She used to torment me. I didn't get away from her until I was about 12 and a half. Looking back, I am grateful for all of my pain and suffering as it has made me who I am today. I would live my entire life over again just to be given another chance.

I was always on the fence about astral projection because the idea of it sounds so....out there. Until I began experiencing spontaneous astral projection which opened up my eyes to whole different world. I never saw existence the same ever again. Mystics have said for thousands of years that upon death our spirits pass from the physical plane to the astral plane... So, the pieces just seem to fit together. I now also believe that is where I will end up. From there.....there is no way of knowing how many planes there, or what process our spirits may have to go through before we are ready to make a choice. I do personally believe that we can choose to not reincarnate again. We can choose to stay on the other side, or we can choose to be born again. But it's not "us" making that choice...it's our higher selves. I believe once we return to our higher selves we are able to remember everything...all of the different lives we have lived...lessons learned...people we knew...parents and children we've had...dreams, purposes...everything. I believe this is all divine, cosmic, quantum knowledge that exists within our DNA and helps to guide us through each incarnation. It is difficult to say what one would consider a "better set of circumstances," as the most difficult paths often lead to the most beautiful destinations. I, personally, would choose another troubling and abusive childhood. I love my life and who I am. If I had an easy childhood then I wouldn't have been who I am in the first place. So, really, it is subjective to an extent. But I do believe it is all connected and that each lived incarnation affects the next in one way or another...if your higher self does decide to continue. As you "level up" through incarnations your higher self evolves to a higher frequency and vibration which affects your experience on the other side in the spiritual plane. Everything is energy. The higher the frequency and vibration.....the more bliss your higher self will experience. I believe we are all one and connected to the same Source (God). Each new soul breaks away from Source and the spiritual energy is incarnated as a new soul. And then the cycle begins. There are new souls and old souls. So while our spiritual energy has always been around, we didn't begin to develop our own soul until our first incarnation. But each and every one of is and always will be one with Source (God.)

Again, these are just my beliefs. I'm not forcing them on anyone.

Thank you for the reply.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

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But not all lives are predetermined to end in failure. We have a choice. We made plenty of mistakes in life, paid for it, and reaped the rewards of a failed existence. Rich or not, death and suicide doesn't discriminate. Successful people can succumb to depression and lost of will to live. You seem to have a greater understanding of how the world works, but you still failed in this life time. May your next life time or whatever believe in is better.
Death and suicide absolutely do not discriminate. I never said that no one should kill themselves. I am not against suicide. I do believe that there is often still hope, but in many cases there is simply nothing left to do but die. I don't believe our actual lives are predetermined...just the life itself. Perhaps certain events may be predetermined.....certain people that come into your life, etc.....who knows... But mostly it is all up to you...that is the beauty of it. Yes, I failed unfortunately. This life was quite the puzzle of illusion. I was so close, too. So, so close... Better luck next time... I'm at the bus stop for now...
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
It's a shame so many people like yourself are filled with so much hatred.

It's mostly self-hatred, though.

Edit: read the rest of the thread now. Your spiritual beliefs and passive-aggressive tactics make me want to puke. Telling abused people that their "higher selves" chose this life is insulting and disgusting.
 
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Schopenhauer

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Oct 3, 2018
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Have to agree with you, @Threads. Discussing metaphysics is a pointless exercise. I disagree about the "interesting" part, though.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

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It's mostly self-hatred, though.

Edit: read the rest of the thread now. Your spiritual beliefs and passive-aggressive tactics make me want to puke. Telling abused people that their "higher selves" chose this life is insulting and disgusting.
lol. passive aggressive?
 
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catwalk

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Nov 12, 2018
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I don't think suicide is wrong in any way
Whoever wants to kill themselves should be able to regardless the reason/situation
 
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