Tried various antidepressants, nothing helped. My body is really sensitive to meds and I seem to have weird/bad reactions and side effects to almost all the medications (of all kinds) I've been given throughout my life so maybe if I could've stayed on the antidepressants longer, or been willing to try other meds, they might've been helpful but who knows. Therapists (imo)=waste of time. I was inpatient twice but that was also a waste of time and a horrible experience, as all they did was basically babysit me and feed me Ativan and make me go to art therapy group and then send me home. Also my last psych doc kept prescribing me Ativan even though I started telling him 6 mos after I'd been taking it regularly that I didn't want to continue taking it and I knew I shouldn't even BE on that drug that long...but he kept brushing me off until the next appointment to 'discuss it' AND he kept upping the dosage (which I didn't take as much as he was prescribing). I'm still stuck at 1 mg twice a day though and it doesn't help relieve any anxiety symptoms and I'm only still on it out of fear of withdrawals and seizures, although if a seizure would kill me I'd be OK with that. Sorry to ramble. All I really wanted to say was that 'treatment' of all types, for me, has been worthless and in some ways, more damaging and made me want to ctb even more after discovering there really is no help out there for me.